Sweetie

Sad

Just taking my clothes off, I laid in the bed .
I was pregnant with my second baby but this pregnancy was bad from the jump.
I would pass out anytime of the day and if I get to overwhelm I was sending my body In shock.

Jett was doing a lot better, like the hitting and all that didn't happen yet but I knew he was fucking other hoes because he has came home a few time with a bitch lip stick on his boxers or shirt.

Feeling myself getting weak, I was so weak I couldn't even call for him to help me.
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Jett
Please Nov breath, I yelled as she's being rushed to the hospital.
I don't know when she passed out I just know she wasn't breathing a hour after we came home.

Did you jump on her? Her sister asked over the phone.
Man no, we haven't fought since I been home, I yelled because she was making me upset.

Following the EMT to the hospital, my daughter was crying.
Noł
Man what the fuck I said to myself as they rushed her into the er and stopped us from coming back.

1 hours later
My parents was here and so was her mom and sister.
What happen ? Bradley asked me as he came into the hospital.
Man I don't know, she went to lay down , I went to check on her and she wasn't responding, I said as he looked at me.
Walk outside with me, he said as my dad looked at him.
They never got alone because my dad was a ass kicker, that's where I get that shit from . And Bradley would fight him off my momma all the time , he would beat the fuck out of my dad til the point my daddy would call the police on him . He wasn't my dads child so he ain't respect him at all.

Walking out with him, he was real as fuck. Man you ain't hit that girl did you? He asked me straight forward. No I haven't touched her since I been home man, I said as he looked at me.
But you cheating still? He asked me as I looked at him. He was my big brother and he was also the only nigga who gave it to me raw.

That shit ain't cool, what bitch you know who rock with ah nigga who kick her ass for nothing for years? Nigga she rocked with you for 3 years and you still come home and cheated? You stupid as fuck and you better pray you don't lose , her nigga because you ain't gonna never find a female like that, I watched this girl for 36 months because you asked me to and she did nothing but care of jaja (Deja) and work her ass off to make sure you had somewhere to come when you came home.
Nigga you better act right , he said walking off from me.

2 hours later
Everyone was still waiting to see what was wrong and how she was doing .
Umm the family of Novia Richardson? A white head man asked.
Yes I replied as her sister and mom stood up to.
She's sleeping , umm the baby is doing okay but mom's blood pressure is super high and she has some bleeding on her head , it looks like she once had a Concussion there or something that never heal and it's causing pressure to her brain and that's what's making her dizzy and making her pass out, she didn't go without o2 for to long so she's oky but she is scheduled for surgery in a hour , to release the pressure from her brain or not she will most likely keep passing out.
But what about the baby? Her mom asked.
Oh the surgery will not effect the baby, it's 1% it will but it's a 30% that mom could go into a deep coma or come out having some issues afterwards so we will keep her in the hospital for at least 2 weeks to watch her , he explained as I looked at him.

Looking at her sister, she shook her head, she knew like I knew that was caused by me jumping on her. I felt bad as fuck.
Allowing us to see her before her surgery, I kissed her lips, I love you and I'm sorry, I cooed as I kissed her, she was out of it
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2 weeks later
Kissing her hands, she was up but very quite.
My baby was doing good , we learned it was a girl during a sonogram visit being they had to keep monitoring the baby while Novia recover.

I'm hungry she said as I looked at her.
She hasn't talked since the surgery so this was something new.
What you want? I smiled as she looked at me.
Wings and fries she slowly said .
Okay , I'll order you whatever, I said as she looked at me.
Texting my mom I asked her to bring up some food .

Why did you beat me up so bad? What did I do to you? She out of the blue asked.
Why did you do me so wrong from the jump? She asked as I just looked at her.
I would of been your girlfriend regardless, she said as the tears exit her eyes.

I am sorry, I just didn't knew how to be a real man, I took it for granted and I'm sorry , I replied as she just looked at me.
Promise you want hit me no more, promise she said as her blood pressure machine go off.
Babe I promise , I said rubbing her as the nurse rush in and her eyes rolled to the back of her head out of no where.
What the fuck, I said as I'm getting pushed out the room