Never Looking Back

31. The Feeling of Hatred

Chapter 31

The next day, Zayn gave me the whole day to relax and enjoy myself while he went out with Elle. It was 5pm, and soon Zayn and Elle were going to come back home. I took my phone and went on twitter. One of the few times I did. How was I going to tell the whole that Zayn and I were going to have another child. I quickly thought up of something. Me: @zaynmalik this time I want our new baby to know who it's father is from the minute he/she is born. I typed, and smiled. About a few seconds later millions of replies came in. I did the same with Instagram, and turned off my phone. "Mommy!" I heard Elle screamed from the entrance. "I'm in the living room baby." I said still laying down. "We went to Disney!" She yelled spinning around. She was wearing a princess crown. I smiled at her as she spun around. I look over at Zayn. Yup, she is definitely our little princess.

***8 Months Later***

Nothing really happened between the last 8 months. Zayn and I had found out we were going to have a baby boy, and I was huge. No one really in my family paid too much attention to the news until our story came out in the newspapers and magazines. Zayn's family was more than thrilled. It was dinner time, and we were all eating peacefully when I heard my phone ring. I pick it up.

Me: Hello?

Mom: You didn't tell me?!

Me: Tell you what?

Mom: That you were pregnant with a baby boy!

Me: Oh yea....surprise!

Mom: I'm disappointed in you McKenna!

Me: What are you talking about?

Mom: I seriously thought you would choose the right path in life. It looks to me like you didn't.

Me: If you have a problem with me and Zayn having another child together then...fuck you! You don't even care about me! And don't talk to me anymore!

Mom: Fine, but don't come running back over here when Zayn abandons you again with 2 children this time!

And she hung up. I was shocked as hell. Why did she even say that? Why did I even say those things? I run over to Zayn and cry my eyes out. "Babe it's okay." He said I told him the whole conversation. "I'm not going to run away or abandon you or our little baby." He said rubbing my back. "Thanks Zayn." I said as I pulled away. He took out his phone and looked at me worried. "What's wrong?" I asked taking Elle out of the chair. "Management wants another meeting with us tomorrow." He said pulling me into a hug. "What if they don't approve of this?" I asked sobbing. "They will. And if they don't then, I'll do anything to keep you, Elle, and our baby boy together." He said as we went to our bedroom and watched tv, while Elle sat on the bed playing with some toys