Never Looking Back

Part 3:

All I hear from behind me was: "McKenna wait!".

I walked pass the guys, they noticed me and yelled my name but I didn't look back. Why did I come today? Why did I leave my house? I'm still holding Elle in my arms, and I see she's crying into my chest.

"Elle it's okay...shhh." I said calming her down.

"Mamma, who were those people?" She asked still crying.

"You'll find out later okay?" Poor Elle. The fans scared her and the guys didn't make it any better. We get back to our apartment right when it started raining. We head back up to our penthouse.

"Mamma I'm tired." Elle said as I put her down.

"Come let's go take a nap, it's been a long day." I said carrying her over to her room.

I changed her out of her outfit as into her pjs then sang her to sleep. She was sound asleep, and it was getting dark out. Oh well it was her bedtime anyways. I tuck her in and leave the nightlight on and the door opened. Still sitting on the love seat I look around the room.

I loved Elle's room. It was a butterfly theme, very cute, and had her name painted really big dead in the middle of one of the walls.

Taking my phone out, I go on twitter. I see normal tweets about life then I see that some wisdom account retweeted Zayn's tweet from today: @zaynmalik: Just saw someone I haven't seen in a while. It was great to see her again.

I smile to myself. He was happy to see me, then I remembered that puzzled look he had when he saw Elle. I change into a tshirt and shorts and lay on my bed.

Now that he's seen me, he's gonna want to know who's child this is, why I disappeared. I looked at the clock and almost had a heart attack. Then I remembered that I didn't have rehearsal tonight. Well actually for a while.  

~Next Day~

I dressed Elle up, and we headed out to go shopping. Moving from upstate to NYC was an amazing change for me, but it also meant I had to start over. Today we were going to go shopping because I needed some more things for my apartment.

"Mamma I'm thirsty." Elle said as I strapped her in her stroller and we walked out. I handed her, her favorite sippy-cup and walked down the street. Hopefully I wasn't going to see the boys again. After about and hour and a half of shopping I got bored and decided to go clothes shopping instead.

"Little Boo do you wanna go buy some new clothes?" I asked.

"Yea!" I smiled.

Then froze. Again there they were, well there he was. Tall dark hair, hazel eyes, beautiful straight teeth and smile. What?! It was Zayn walking. Towards me. Oh no! I try to hide but it doesn't work so I just stand there awkwardly.

"MCKENNA! Please don't go!" He said running to me.

"What do you want Zayn I have to go." I said impatiently.

"Mamma I wanna go home!" Elle whined from her stroller.

"Wait she's your daughter?" He asked.

"Look more closely." Was all I said.

"She's not just my daughter." I said holding back my tears again.

He looked at me in shock....