Never Looking Back

Part 2:

McKenna's POV:

"Mommy. I'm hungry." I hear Isabelle say to me snapping me back into reality.

"Okay I'll make some breakfast." I said getting up.

I was making toast when I see the guys are coming here to NYC for the month...great. I still remember the night Zayn and I had that fight. Tears start forming in my eyes. Isabelle wraps her little arms around my legs, she doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve to not know who her dad is and what he does.

"Mama, don't cry." I bent down and she hugged me.

"I love you Boo." I said staying there for a while.

"I love you too mamma." I pulled away and she smiled at me.

Why did she have to look like Zayn so much? 

~Later that day~ 

"Okay Elle. We're going to go out for a walk." I said grabbing her coat and mine.

It was February, and still freezing cold out. I helped put Elle's coat on and we walked towards the elevator. Everything in this building was still really new to me.

"Mamma where are we going?" Elle asked as we for off the elevator and walked out the building.

It still surprised me how almost perfect her speech was and she was only 2 1/2.

"We're going to go buy ourselves some treats." I said smiling at her. Halfway to Starbucks, Elle got tired so I carried her the rest of the way. To my surprise it was empty, which was even better for me and Elle, then we could eat in peace. I ordered some hot cocoa for Elle and a cinnamon roll. For myself I got a capp.

Sitting in Starbucks reminded me again of Zayn....why was I thinking so much about him! He ruined my life! Well, didn't really because I love Elle with all my heart, but he left me for some other girl!

"Mamma look! Screaming girls!" Elle said laughing from her seat.

"Haha yea. There must be someone famous around." I said laughing too. We kept watching out the window till I saw a girl holding a One Direction sign....great! They were already here. I quickly throw my trash away and grab Elle.

"Mommy! Why are you walking so fast!" She tried screaming over the screaming fans.

"We have to get home Boo." I said still walking fast. Then I saw the security guards, I knew they were near.

"Mommy!" Elle screamed. I looked back to see if Ellen dropped anything and ran straight into some one. I look up and see those beautiful hazel eyes...Zayn.

"M-McKenna?" He asked standing there in shock.

"Look I have to go!" I said turning around, he stopped me.

"Hey, long time no see. How are you?" He asked still looking shocked.

"I'm fine! Bye." I said trying to pass. I hear the other boys in the background taking pictures, talking, laughing, and signing autographs.

Zayn pulls me into a corner where there wasn't so many people, I put Elle down. She looked so confused as she looked from me to Zayn. He looked down at her and looked at me puzzled.

"Look I have to go Zayn, I'm s-sorry." I said as my eyes started watering...