Just friends or more..

Chapter 3

Y/N POV

After the Meeting we decided to meet again before the big start of Shooting and to spend a little bit time together to get to know wach other better. In the Restaurant we all sat down on a large Table and thought about what to Order when Robert started talking and asking Questions.

"we all know that you and Chris are close friends, but How did you get to know each other?"

I looked up from my Meal-Card and smiled sheepishly „Well we know each other since High School but we really got in Touch when we started acting. We mostly practiced together and supported each other . It was a really nice Time".

You looked over to Chris who is about to speak „yes thats right...we always had fun and joked around a lot" he laughed „Scott was often Jealous of our Friendship but he had his own Friends".

Everyone laughed and didn't expect that Chris and I had a relationship like that.

Scarlett said „I can still remember when I was at Chris's Home and you were there too and chris was playing the piano and then you laughed at him and then I measured with laughter and Chris was offended" we both laughed and I agreed with her „I can remember it like it was only yesterday".

Chris defends himself „You were mean to , I just wanted to try something new and you two made fun of me".

Sebastian interferes „That sounds like fun, I wish I had someone like you too Y/N" I was flattered.

„That's so sweet thanks seb" he smiles and answers „Chris is really Lucky to have you".

I looked over to Chris and he smiled to sebastian and says „I'm grateful to have her... she's the best we can about everything and she doesn't jugde and is there for you" I looked down and smiled shamefully Because I didn't except that.

The waitress came up to us and asked us what we want to eat or drink. Each of us has ordered
And we have spoken a little about the script. I don't know if I was just imagining it, But i had the feeling that chris had been watching me sometimes or trying to make eye contact with me.

Then I asked him if he wanted to tell me something or if I had something on my face. He replied „oh no everything is good".

I didn't really believed him but i accepted his answer and didn't think to much about it.

The evening was really nice with everyone and i had a lot of fun. Everyone is so nice and familiar with each other and or feels like we're known each other a lot longer.I already know a few of them But I was happy to Make new friends with such nice and kind People.

It was really late and we should be prepared of Tomorrow, so a couple of them went home except for Chris , Scarlett And Me. We talked a while longer until Scarlett brought up something „I really can't understand why you two never had anything serious. I always thought that you two have a thing for each other. I mean you were just so cute as if Made for each other and I still don't believe that you Never tried it with each other".

I was surprised and didn't know what to say so i handed it over to Chris. I turned myself to him and he just looked into my eyes like he's waiting for me to answer.

„I'm waiting" says scarlett and chris breaks our eye contact „I don't know it too" and then he looks over to you again like he expects an answer from you .

You turned yourself to Scarlett and laughed before you answered „I think we Never thought about it, I think we just didn't saw each other as a couple".

You wait a second before you talk again „I mean he never asked me out or something like that".

„I didn't want to destroy our friendship and like you Said we Never talked about it". Does that mean that he used to think of going out with me. He talks in puzzles as always But I can figure it out.

He's currently with Jenny and I think he might be uncomfortable talking about such a topic.

Scarlett frowns and says „anyways you two have a chemistry and you can't strike it up" She smiles at you like She knows about your and Chris's flirty conversations.

I really like Chris and he is very important to me and an I important Part of my Life and to think about Losing him would be terrible. I admit that I was quite sad when I found out that he is with Jenny but I only wish him the best and if he loves her then I can't change that Even if I would like to be in her place.

After we paid too, we are out and have said goodbye to scarlett."it was really nice to See you again ,Y/N .And it was a lovely evening".

I hugged her and answered „It was lovely to talk like old times and be together. I See you tomorrow".

Chris also said goodbye and after Scarlett was taking by the Taxi he walked towards me. „So..do you have anything else to do?".

I was pretending to be thinking in a funny way and he started laughing and then i said „hm..nope Why ? Arent you tired?".

„Hmm you know what ... Let's Talk a Little bit" he pointed to the beach.

„Why not" I shruged and agreed while we walked over and the moonlight shinned over the Beach so it looked stunning and he started to speak „I missed you. I missed the old times that we had".

I looked up at his eyes and almost lost myself in them until I answered him „me too it was nice to See you again and eat dinner I mean since we have a lot to do we have no Time for each other-".

Chris interrupted me „-I'm  sorry that I Never called you or wrote you a message its just-..".
I already knew what he wanted to say „no it's Not your fault I can understand It and i'm Not mad i mean You're in a relationship and it's normal that you don't have a lot Time... Its ok" he smiled Because he's  happy that I understand his Situation and I felt like he wants to Talk about something so I asked him „you want to Tell me something about Jenny and you... something is depressing you I can See that".

Chris sighs and shakes his head „It isn't really Easy at the Moment... she's really nice and I really like her but the feelings that i had at the Beginning of our Relationship isn't there anymore and I don't want to act like I love her Because She doesn't deserve it... she's more than that and She deserve someone who loves her the same way"

I didn't expect that he feels this way and it kinda Hurts me that he thinks that She deserves more than him so I hug him to comfort him.He hugs me back and purs his muscular arms on my back and I stroke his to cheer him up and inhale his scent. There was something romantic about hugging each other on the Beach and being so close to each other.

I stepped back slowly and took his face  in my hands and looked into his eyes and Said „stop thinking like that ... you might be a little bit confused about your feelings But that doesn't mean that you're a bad Person! You're the nicest and best Person a woman could ever Imagine so just talk to her and clear it up" he smiled and thanked me „thank you Y/N. I needed this ... I really appreciate it".

I took my hands of his face and smiled back and said „I think we should Go Home too Tomorrow will be exhausting and we should be fit".

Chris nods and we walk back to the street and I already called a Taxi which can drive me to the Hotel.Chris insisted to wait with me until the Taxi arrives and I was thankful Because LA is big and you never know what could happen to you next. I was really tired and looked forward to finally sleep.

My Taxi has just arrived and is parked in front of me and I turn to Chris „thank you for the walk and that you were honest with me" he nods „no problem it was a pleassure to me".

I didn't know if i should hug him or if i should go straight to the car so I gave him a kiss at his cheek and turned around to the Taxi and sat down. When the Taxi was about to drive I waved to him and he waved back.

I was happy to go back but it was a beautiful Evening with everyone ... especially with Chris.
It wasn't until our conversation that I realized how much I actually missed him and that I just kept repressing it.

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