Just friends or more..

Chapter 15

CHRIS POV

It's just midnight and I'm lying in my bed with Jenny and can't sleep. I don't know if I was really happy when Jenny surprisingly visited me on set today or not. I just know that my reaction to it was artificial and not honest .

I waffle myself more times in bed and turn to Jenny, she is lying here in front of me and I just don't feel anything.

No feelings of happiness. No excitement.
Nothing.

It bothers me that I don't feel anything near her or her being there because I want to feel it. It's just so wrong that I can't feel it.

It is wrong that I wish to lie here with Y / N. And it is wrong to think of Y / N at all.

I felt sorry for her on set today because even if I didn't let it show, I saw Y / N's look when Jenny was with me, and I don't know what to hope for or what to think.

In the same second my cell phone makes a noise and draws my attention to a message. I turn away from Jenny and take my cell phone from the nightstand. I can already imagine that it could be Sebastian because he usually texts me at this time because I should pick him up from partying or because he is too drunk.

I got up immediately when I saw the name of the person who texted to me.

CHAT: Y / N

Y / N: I know it's late but I wanted to talk to you, do you mind if I call you?

CHRIS: no, not at all, couldn't sleep anyway.

I get out of bed and leave my bedroom where Jenny is still sleeping undisturbed. I walk into the kitchen when I answer Y / N's call.

"Hi Chris, I'm sorry again, I just wanted to talk to you .." Y / N begins, which worries me because she sounds like she has been crying.

"are you okay?" I ask her worried because I'm really worried now.

"yeah I'm fine" she lies what I can tell directly from her voice "I wanted to ask you the same thing ..".

"me?" I return in astonishment because I don't understand what this is supposed to have to do with me.

"yeah you were so absent today and looked dissatisfied .." tries Y/N to explain.

I knew exactly what she meant by that because what she suspected was true.
"Oh you mean that. Yes, everything is perfect, you dont need to worr-" I wanted to reassure her, which I didn't quite succeed because Jenny came into the kitchen and interrupted me.

"-Who are you talking to so late?" Jenny asks me with tired eyes and rubs them with both of her hands.

'You couldn't think of a better moment to burst in here' I thought to myself that Y / N would probably be triggered now and I wanted to avoid exactly that.

I ignore Jenny first so that Y / N doesn't think wrong of the Situation.

"I'm sorry, Jenny just walked into the kitch-" I try to straighten out the situation, but so fail.

"-no, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have called you so late," Y / N apologizes, which breaks my heart because she sounded uncomfortable.

Before I could answer anything, Y / N hung up. I hear the beeping from the phone call and remove the cell phone from my ear while looking at the display and see that Y / N has really hung up.

I look at Jenny looking at me with crossed arms and raised eyebrows.

"Was that really necessary?" I ask her seriously and angry because of her Y/N is probably feeling really shitty now.