Welcome To My Black Parade (MCR)

Awake And Unafraid

----(Meanwhile With Gerard)----

(Gerard's POV)

I was laying in my bed and I really needed a nurse, but the nurse I have won't do shit. She's rude, but I needed her. So I buzzed for her.

She walked in carelessly and glared at me. "What do you want?" She snapped. "I need-" I started wheezing and I was having trouble breathing. She just stood there! I banged on the emergency button and the room filled with doctors. There was a doctor that was hooking me up to a oxygen machine and there was a doctor that was trying to keep me awaking and the other doctors observed.

Soon, I was safe. I was alive, but I didn't want to be. I was awake and unafraid, I had nothing to fear. But I still wanted to die, there's nothing to live for. I'm not afraid of dying. I was about to pull the plug on the oxygen tank, but a doctor walked in and stopped me before I could. "Sir, you can't detach that." He sounded concerned. "I-I just..wanted to go the the cafeteria." I lied. "Ooh. Well you could've asked, Mr. Way!" He laughed and helped me up and he made the oxygen tank portable. "Thanks." I said, faintly. He nodded and walked out.

I decided to just go to the cafeteria, but Mrs. Goode spotted me. Damn. She walked over to me, she was carrying a bunch of blood in a cart that she was pushing around. "I need some blood." She smirked. I nodded fearlessly and she guided me back to the room. She sat me down and poked the IV in me. I started tensing up. I really do hate needles.

I looked at her as my blood was flowing in the tube into the bag. She wasn't even paying attention! My blood bag was really full! "It's filled up!" I yelled. She looked at the blood. "And?" She sneered. At that very moment the bag popped. There was blood everywhere. especially on me. I was very dizzy and even paler than I was before. I needed to find Riley.

I stumbled in the hallways making my way to the cafeteria. Once I was downstairs near the cafeteria, I could stand. I fell to my hands and knees and started crawling to the cafeteria with blood all over me. I saw a dark figure in the unlit cafeteria and walked towards it. I wasn't sure if it was Riley, but I'm taking my chances.

I shook the figures leg, and it woke up and screamed. "ZOMBIE!" A womanly voice yelled. It was Riley's voice. "I'm not a zombie.." I whispered. She looked closer and examined me. "Mr. Way?" She said, faintly. "Yes.."

"What happened?!" She yelled. "Mrs. Goode..she took a bunch of blood from me and left..the bag popped and this happened.." I whispered. "I knew Mrs. Goode shouldn't have took my place! Oh my fucking god!" She yelled. I tried getting up and failed. She helped me up and turned the cafeteria light. "You need a shower.." She said softly. "I need help.." I answered.

"I'll help you undress. I'm sure you can operate a shower.." She said, shyly. "I need help standing though.." I whispered. She looked around nervously then back at me. "Ok..I'll help you stand." She walked me towards the showers and sat me down. She leaned in the shower and turned on the water. I striped my pants down as far as I could with out falling over, which was up to my knees. She turned around and pulled my pants down all the way. I striped myself from my boxers which seemed to just slide off. I then took off my shirt and got in the shower. She was next to me looking very uncomfortable. "You don't have to help me.." I looked down. "I'm helping you." She half-smiled. I returned her a smile and started washing my body.

"You know...I love you.." I said shyly, looking down. She looked at me. She was probably gonna leave...but instead, she gave me a faint smile. "I love you too.."

"Really?" I smiled. She nodded. "I first starting developing a crush on you when I first met you..then I kinda started to fall in love with you..but then you yelled at me, and I thought you didn't feel the same way.." She responded. "I did and still do, I just, I got kinda mad. You always follow the rules, sometimes you just gotta have fun..or, ya know...do whatever feels right.." I spoke softly.

She stared at me for a while, until she grabbed my face and kissed me roughly. I moaned softly into her mouth and she pulled away. "I've always wanted to do that.." She said breathlessly. I smiled and pulled the pin that was holding her hair up out. She looked very sexy now...she smiled and looked down. "We should get out...before you melt..ya know, cause you're so sweet...no, that was terrible.." I laughed softly. She let out a giggle. "That was cute." She smiled, and took me back to my room.

"I tried spinning around in a chair to impress a girl." ~ Ray Toro