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Updating today coz I'm bored af.

And also this chapter would be a little shorter than the other ones.

Hope you still like it tho ~(^з^)-♡


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"Seokjin-hyung"

Standing there, looking at that one person he knew he doesn't ever wanna see nor be in with ever in his life again, Hoseok felt clueless. Lost to what was happening. Why was he there? Why was Seokjin there?

"Hoseok-hyung, this is Namjoon-hyung's friend" Jungkook excitedly said. Being oblivious to the fact that a sudden tension was now building up between the two male.

Hoseok only averted his eyes to Namjoon. Seing him also looking at him, waiting for any reaction he knew would be nothing but bad.

"Joon, what. What is this?" Hoseok asked. Making everyone look at him, with questioning eyes. Except for Jimin who only looked at him with concern swirling on his orbs.

"Seok" Namjoon started, an emotion Hoseok can't recognize glued on his facial expression. Actually no, Hoseok can't understand anything right now and he can't tell if Namjoon is scared, angry or what other emotion he could've be feeling.

"Hoseok-hyung, let's go to our room yeah?" Jimin interrupted, taking a hold of Hoseok's cheek on his hands and making him look down to him.

He was giving him a reassuring smile. Dragging Hoseok away from the living room, Jimin looked back at Namjoon to just scoff at him. Anger lacing his demeanor and shooting angry daggers towards the tall brunette.

Everyone except Jungkook and Taehyung knew about what was going on. The two youngest male confused as to why Hoseok and Jimin got back to their room, when the male they were eagerly waiting for the whole week, was now here. Confused to why the Hoseok looked so hurt?

"What's going on?" Taehyung broke the ice cold silence. Looking at Namjoon who was still frozen at his spot. Yoongi sighed and sat down on one of the couch. Taking a hold of his temple and rubbing it to ease out his thoughts.

"Hyung what are you doing here" He said in a tired tone. Concern lacing on his every word, as the red haired man went back to his room with a blonde younger. Concern to how Hoseok might have been feeling right now. And also almost as confused as Jimin and Hoseok were as to why a black haired man was their with them.

"Yoongi-" Seokjin was cut when Namjoon sighed, making the five of them look at him.

"I wanted to tell him. But-"

"You were way too guilty? Then what are you feeling now? Are you feeling way better Namjoon? Is this so much better?" Yoongi abruptly stopped his explanation. Anger starting to rise with his every word. Directing his words to Namjoon and looking back at Seokjin who was now just standing there. An emotion Yoongi isn't that eager to find out lacing in his brown orbs.

"Is this way better hyung? Are the both of you feeling better now huh?"

Jungkook and Taehyung was shocked to Yoongi's sudden outburst. They never saw him like that. Never saw him so angry and never saw him look so confused, so lost, yet so angry.

They looked at each other as if asking the same question towards one another.

What was just going on?

Jimin and Hoseok on the other hand was now sitted on Hoseok's bed. Jimin drawing circles on Hoseok's back as Hoseok just stayed there. Staring at the wall as if those walls could give him answers to his questions.

Jimin kept drawing comforting circles to his back, knowing Hoseok can't feel it but atleast he is there. Atleast he was comforting him.

"Did you know?" Hoseok breaked the silence, making Jimin stop and look at him. He shaked his head slowly as a no. A small almost not seen confused smile in his lips.

"He's here Jimin. He is here" Hoseok said as if that information was just registered in his head. Which was true for the information really just went inside. Making him gulp and look at Jimin for some reassurance he isn't capabale of giving to himself.

"What's happening?" He asked. Confusion still blocking the memories to run back to his head.

Jimin just whipped his head to left and right. Indicating that he himself is also confused.

"I don't kmkw hyung. I really don't" With that said, memories flowed back to his system. Almost drowning him with the most unbearable pain he once had. Making him let out a choke son and tears to finally rush out of his eyes.

The memories that happened four years ago, the pain that resurfaced from four years ago, and the same happenings that happened just days ago with the clinging pain resurfaced. Bringing his tears to flow out coz he can't take it anymore.

The only thing registering in his head was that his bestfriend, Namjoon, was dating the man he despised yet he yearned to hold. Namjoon was keeping secrets from him with the man that destroyed him. With the man the three friends know too much.

It hurts, it hurts so much.

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