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I aplologize for not updating yesterday,but here you go. I hope you'll like it

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18 years. 18 years without know how good lavender smells, without knowing how tasty ramen could be, 18 long years without knowing how warm can a person be.

18 long fcking years and Hoseok just stopped assuming that one day he'd have those senses. Stopped asking how soft a cussion can be. Stopped wondering if he would, one day know how sweet strawberries smell.Hoseok stopped and just tried to be normal all through out.

And alas, after all those years he really have felt and knrww how warm a hand can be. But actually feeling the sense of touch overwhelmed him. He lived his life not knowing how warm or how it would feel to hold hands with someone. And now that he felt it, it confused him.

And as Yoongi scurried away from him, Hoseok stayed still and felt as if his whole world stopped. Yoongi... Yoongi's hands were warm yet it was so soft. Does everyone's hands felt that way?

Was it weird? Yes.
Was it nice? Yes.
Was it too much? I guess, yes.

And as he stared at his hands for who knows how long, a mint haired guy clenched his chest. A mint haired guy who Hoseok just knows by heart.

Yoongi. Yoongi was shocked, confused, scared, and deep inside of him he felt somewhat glad. The first thing his body made him do was to run and hide.

For a whole week, never did Hoseok and Yoongi had a physical contact and it was overwhelming. He never thought a 6-second contact with Hoseoks hand would make him slightly panic. He never thought even once that Hoseoks hand attached unto his would give an unknown attack unto him. Hoseok's hands were... warm.

Warm, Yoongi's hands were warm that Hoseok up until now could feel the warmness in it. How Yoongi's hands gaved an understandable feeling throughout his body. It felt wonderful yet scary.

Hoseok doesn't have the sense of touch. But how, Just how did he felt Yoongi's hands as it touched his? How did he felt the warmness in it when since he was a kid he never felt such thing? How, How is Yoongi different from everyone else?

Hoseok stared at his hands for the hundredth time today. Ever since Yoongi left and ran earlier, Hoseoks eyes were nowhere but on his hands.

How could you blame him? Living without having the sense of touch and suddenly one day, you could just feel someone's hands. Who wouldn't?

The thought of feeling someone for the first time would just cloud your mind and make you look like a statue staring at the very hands that felt that incredible feeling.

But does this mean Hoseok have the sense of touch now?

Let me try and answer that

Earlier today as he arrived home. Hoseok was beyond happy if you could tell. He just felt Yoongi, so that means he can feel now right?

But as he engulfed his sister unto a hug. Hoseok suddenly felt his world crumble like it didn't felt as if his whole world just started to be fixed earlier. He....He can't feel his sister.

Just like before.

"Did something happen-" and as Dawon spoke, Hoseok in the other hand felt as if everything he just felt earlier today was just his hallucination.

As he walked towards his room with Dawon completely erased and not heard in his thoughts. He felt the urge to cry and lash out.

His still senseless. But....he felt him. Didn't he?

Back to the present time, Hoseok stared at his hands as he remembered the warmness in Yoongi's touch. Was it really all in his head? Was it just his head playing games on him?

No, Hoseok knows and feels it wasn't just him hallucinating. He knows that wasn't just the fact that Yoongi, the guy he admired for a very long time now, had touched him. Or was it?

Hoseok cursed as he found his self stucked into that deep dark rabbit hole he never once had escaped. A hole full of doubt, confusion, anger,fear, pain and all those thoughts Hoseok drowned into all these years.

A scary unending hole he would always try to run away from but just find himself falling unto it much deeper.

And as he closed his eyes, the same person who he had been thinking the whole day was also deep in thoughts.

The same man he felt warmness with, was also thinking about how great yet overwhelming it all felt.

The same guy he admired for three long years, is thinking of how warm Hoseok's hands felt.

He never thought Hoseok would have a great impact on him. Just a mere touch that would have been scaring him right now but made him feel unknown and unwelcomed feelings unto his being.

He never touched nor wanted to touch Hoseok before. But now that he did, he felt as if he was craving for more. Just like Hoseok feel.

Unintentionally, the both of them, feels the same. The other knowing he was scared yet deeply happy, and the other knowing that he's happy yet deep down he was scared.

Does touching someone always felt this way?

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