Adjoin [|]SOPE

~16~

"Do you feel this?" as Yoongi asked that question, Hoseok remained still. He ramained frozen on the spot as he savored the warmness of Yoongi hands on his wrists. It had been a month and he totally forgot how it felt like to have such feeling lingering your being. And as he remained still, Yoongi himself can't explain how he feels.

It's not like he can't sense someone touching him nor can he not feel someone he touched but on Hoseok. It just felt...different. Way too different.

"Can you?" Yoongi once again asked which caused Hoseok to immediately nod his head several times. He can really feel Yoongi. Yoongi really is touching him.

"Well...In that case, can you feel anyone else?" Hoseok turned his head towards Yoongi as that question was asked. He...He can't.

He smiled sadly as he shaked his head no. He still can't understand why. He can feel Yoongi, but his parents, his sister, even his friends, he can't feel them. He can feel the warmness and the softness in Yoongi's touch yet he can't feel his parents when he embraced them. He can't feel his friends when they hooked their amrs on his. He can't and it was confusing.

"I can't" Hoseok said as Yoongi stared at him. Stared to someone who looked so defeated yet a smile was still intacted on his face. He looked happy yet he was giving off a sad vibe and it pained Yoongi.

He might not like the idea of Hoseok touching him or the idea of him touching Hoseok yet he feels like he's supposed to do so. He just can't continue his day knowing a person, like Hoseok, who's the sweetest and the most innocent person ever to have existed, can only feel his touches.

Hoseok helped him last night. Probably he should be helping him too.

"You can hold me if you want" Hoseok immediately furrowed his brows together as Yoongi said those words. Taking his hands off of Hoseok's wrists and somewhat handing him his hands.

Hoseok stared with disbelief. Yoongi, The Min Yoongi, who hates skinship, hates people being in his way, or even just hated the feeling of someone around him all the time. Just offered Hoseok to hold him.

Hoseok knows Yoongi isn't the type of person that would be rude to everyone but last night. As they talked, Hoseok learned that Yoongi just hates being touched. To be constantly feeling someone elses skin on his. But right now, he was willingly letting him to do so.

Which made Hoseok just furrow his brows and stare at him with confusion written all over his face.

And as Hoseok just stared at Yoongi, Yoongi sighed. He knows it was weird. He just told Hoseok last night that he hates skinship yet here he was offering Hoseok to hold him. What could he possibly do? He can't let Hoseok be baffled knowing that he can feel him. His not that kind of person.

"Here" Hoseok suddenly felt Hands wrapping his wrists once again yet making its way towards Yoongi's hands. Yoongi, was now taking Hoseoks hands to hold his.

Yoongi's hands were soft. Unbelievably soft. It felt kind of warm yet cold too.

"Can you really feel my hands?" Yoongi asked as Hoseok just stared at his hands. A smile slowly making its way towards his lips. Making his face lit up with unkonwn feeling.
"Yes,yes I actually can" Hoseok happily said as he looked at Yoongi.

Yoongi saw the happiness in Hoseok's eyes. Happiness he never saw on those dark orbs whenever he smile, whenever he laughs, he never saw the happiness twinkling on his eyes before. And now that he saw it, now that he could clearly look at Hoseok with such happiness lingering his features. It makes Yoongi feel happier, makes him feel unknown feelings he still had to discover. Happy was an understatement of what he feels right now.

Hoseok can't take his smile away from his lips. He just can't. For the third time in his life, he actually feels someone. He touched someone. Which to everyone else is just a normal thing yet to Hoseok, it wasn't. It was something he dreamed of since he was a kid. Dreamed on how it would feel to actually touch and feel someone.

And as his and Yoongi's hands were connected, he felt it again. Those unknown feelings sparkling on his insides. Unknown feelings he himself never tried to discover yet eagerly wanting to.

He knows he likes Yoongi. But the liking that just meant adoration and he himself believed on it. Believed that he actually just adored Yoongi on how unbothered he is. Yet if he just tried to dig dipper. Tried to search harder, those feelings won't be foreign to him anymore. Yet he didn't. And right now, he was just focusing on the feeling of Yoongi's hands on his.

"I'd like to help you"

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