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This chapter is a bit longer than the others coz I won't be online in a day after this update because school is sucking up my time 😑

See you in the next update

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A whole week had passed after that talk. Namjoon and Hoseok walking back at the cabin with a teary eyed Hoseok who just immediately stayed in bed. Not even letting Jimin, or anyone near him. Making Jimin sleep at the same room as Yoongi that night.

The next day after that, Hoseok tried his best to stay and act normal around everyone. Knowing too well that two of his friends are still confused about the whole thing that happened the night before. He tried laughing, talking and even smiling at Jin that morning before they left. But surely everyone saw the facade he was trying to pull that day. Even the youngest of them all, Jungkook and Taehyung, had felt and had seen how the red head male tried so hard but failed miserably.

Jimin after that day, stayed with Hoseok. Stuck by his side as if any minute he leave the red haired male might cry his eyes out again. And as that whole week passed, Yoongi was trying his best to get near the younger. Get near and just tell him he'd be there for him even if they still weren't totally okay. But Jimin refused to. Hearing the whispers and murmurs around the whole school that Hoseok had happened to be at the same exact situation he was into years ago.

Namjoon on the other hand was feeling more guilt invade his being. Seeing his once cheery bestfriend turn into the same guy they refused to remember. His eyes seemingly turn into the lost ones he had once in his life. And Namjoon wanted so badly to just get back at that day. No, not that day at the cabin, not that day a week ago. But the day that happened four years ago. The day that so happened to be the day Hoseok and both him and Jimin dreaded to forget. He wanted to go back at that day and just change everything. Just one thing and everything might have not turned this way. But he can't do anything now. Just stare at his bestfriend that was now staring outside the window.

Today was monday, a week after Febuary started and a week after that day in the camp. It was the last period, all of the students just waiting to hear that bell and burst out of the room.

Today, Jimin wasn't around. Having been stuck with baby sitting one of his nephews which he refused to do but was forced to do so. So basically, Hoseok was alone all day. Not in lunch though since he still do sit with anyone in his circle of friends. Which was unfortunately just Namjoon, him, and Yoongi.

But let's not go back to that time and focus on what is going on in Hoseok's pretty head shall we?

Hoseok was stading outside the window, he wasn't technically at the very side of the window but he was just a seat away so he was still basically near it. He was currently just waiting for the bell like all the others but for a whole different reason. He wanted to lay in his bed and just drift to dream land where no pain can be felt. No guilt and any emotion he was curdently in right now that was internally eating him up. Day by day.

He just wants to get out of this suffocating room, knowing so well that Namjoon was staring at him. And that a prank would probably happen the next thing he step out of the classroom.

Fo the past wewk, Chan and his pranks had suddenly came back like a hurricane attacking Hoseok in any way possible, right or left, front or back, busy or not, alone or with someone, the pranks never stopped. And Hoseok suddenly came to the conclusion that he might as well just live with it a little longer, just a few months more and school is over. Graduating and never seeing them again.

He's been bringing a lot more extra clothes. Atleast three clothes a day and a pair of sweatpants at his locker just in case.

So let's go back to the present where Hoseok and the other students are now waiting for the bell. And as if on cue, a loud Riinngggg was heard. Abruptly stopping Hoseok in his thoughts that were drowning him once again.

He stood up and took his bag. Not bothering to pack up his things since the class basically just involved his teacher talking and now writing had happened.

Getting out of the room was shockingly easy. No Chan in sight, so Hoseok did what he wanted to do the whole day. Get out of this hell hole.

Once he stepped out of the school gates, he felt hands gripping his wrists. Immediately knowing who the person is since he can only feel one person only right?

He turned back to see a now raven haired man. Yoongi was practically breaking his hair strands by now by how much coloring he was doing with his hair. He huffed to catch his breath as he practically sprinted all the way here just to stop the younger.

Hoseok just bared his dull eyes towards Yoongi's hands on his wrist. Looking back at Yoongi with the smae dull and bored eyes. Yoongi softened, saddened on seeing his once stary looking eyes as dull as night sky without the stars. He wanted so badly to get them back, to see those shiny glamorous star looking light on the youngers eyes again.

"Seok can we talk?" He almost sounded as if he was pleading, but you can't actually tell Hoseok that he was actually pleading right? To him ut was just a facade the older male was tring to do. Making him to trust him all over again which Hoseok won't do any day soon.

"Please" Yoongi mumbled, eyes searching for some kind of emotion from the younger. Wich he totally did not recieve.

"Why hyung?" Yoongi wanted to dance in glee. Hearing Hoseok finally talking to him. Which he knew he wasn't supposed to be feeling right now for Hoseok was still having that dullness even in his words. But can you blame him tho? Almost two weeks and he haven't heard the male talking to him. Willingly.

"Can I just explain myself for what happened Seok?" Yoongi asked. Tone holding so much care and frustration as he stared at the red haired male. Looking so fragile yet so tough.

Hoseok smiled, shacking his head no as he took hold of Yoongi's wrist and making it release his wrists.

"I'm too lost with everything right now hyung. Explanations won't help me" Hoseok said. Trying his best to not break which he succeeded with.

As he saw Hoseok almost leaving he held back his wrists again, making Hoseok stop in his tracks once more and look back.

"Can I just ask you if you're doing okay?" He asked. Care evident in his tone which Hoseok almost fell for, but he shaked his thoughts away and smiled at the older.

"Do I look like I'm doing fine hyung?" He dryly chuckled taking his wrists away from the warm hands. Staring back at Yoongi with still no void of emotion seen.

Yoongi wanted to slap himself.
Ofcourse Hoseok isn't doing fine dimwit. You thing his eyes as red as it is says that he's fine? Dumbass

"You can talk to me" Yoongi tried to offer. But he just heard Hoseok's dry chuckle again.

"You are part of the problem. We both know that hyung. You think you can help?" He said dryly. Seemingly dragging daggers towards Yoongi who felt his heart clench and slightly braking with Hoseoks words.

He slightly noddded. Taking a step back. Yeah, he knew. He knew he was one of his problems. Yet he still wants to help. To stay by his side just like Jimin was doing. To hold his hand and help him think straight. But guess he can't do that. Without Hoseok's permission and without Hoseok forgiving him.

But before Hoseok could tuen his back away, Yoongi said the words he was wanting to say this whole time they were talking.

"Seok I'm sorry" Hoseok seemed to have stopped. Making Yoongi a bit more confident.

"Everyday, I'd wait for you at the place. Even if it takes longer, Seok I'd wait. Talk to me and I promise you I'd be honest with everything." he said, looking up at Hoseok.

"Just," he trailed, feeling his heart beat a bit faster, "Just be fine" He finished, smiling saddly at Hoseok. Hugging him for just a mere second and releasing the red haired male as he scurried away. His heart picking up a fast pace as he felt Hoseok's body around his for what seemed like forever.

He actually is true to his words. Even without him telling those words, he was already waiting for the male at theor spot since that day. Because as crazy as seems, he feels like they might be settling things in that place. In their place.