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¤Hoseok's POV¤

"Hey Seok?" I heard my sister, Dawon, said as she knocked at my door.
"Yeah?" I shouted as I pushed my chair away from my computer and looked at my door where Dawon was currently peeking.
"The food is ready, would you want to wait for Dad to arrive? They called and told me they are almost here" I nod in response and got near my computer desk again.
"Yeah sure, call me if they're already here" I said and put on my headphones. I heard the door close and footsteps walking down the stairs.

My family loves me, they act as if I'm not different to other kids out there and I'm glad they make me feel normal about myself. But the fact that I'm different from others just taunts me. The fact that my family never did mentioned that I'm different hurts so bad. Don't get me wrong, I love my family for loving me normally, but knowing that they are so careful about the words that they say to me hurts.

I always hear them when I was a kid talk about how it hurts to have sunburn everytime we go to the beach, I always hear them talk about how lovely daisy's smell, I always hear them talk about their favorite food and how good it tastes. I always hear them say so much but I just hear them say those things when I'm not around. I hate the fact that they don't want to hurt me but I'm hurting. I'm in pain everytime I remember that I'm different. I'm in pain knowing that they see me as this fragile little cup that just one touch I'd immediately break.

I hate it, but knowing that my family is doing such things makes me wanna live more, makes me wanna enjoy life even if I'm different coz I know that's what they want me to do. But its hard, I always get bullied and that's starting to become something normal to me now, I loose friends everytime they know that I'm different, but other people tend to tell me that it's better having just two senses. Not feeling pain, not tasting disgusting foods and not smelling gross fragrance. But it isn't easy. It isn't easy living not knowing how warm your parents are, how soft the cushions in the sofa is, it isn't easy but a part of me wanna stay this way too. Funny right?

I sighed as I drown into my thoughts. I pushed my swivel chair away from my desk and looked up to the ceiling. Why do I have two different personalities?

I heard our garage opened and a few minutes later heard my Moms voice.

"SEOK COME DOWN NOW. LET'S EAT" I heard my dad shouted as I stood up and walked towards the stairs.

"Shouldn't you be at L.A. now? I heard your company made you go there this week" I heard my mom as I was walking through the stairs.
"Yeah, but I'd rather stay here for the whole week than being at L.A. and you'd be having your 3 day trip this monday, no one's gonna be here to stay with Hoseok. I can't-"
"You should go"

My parents and Dawon immediately turned their heads towards me as I walked to sit.

"I'm not a kid anymore you know" I said and tried to laugh.

I saw them share glances towards each other as I sat down and grabbed my spoon.

"Don't worry too much about me geez. I'm like 18 now" I said and began to take any food I could reach.
"You can't cook for yourself" Dawon said
"I can order"
"You don't know how to clean the bathroom"
"I'm at school the whole day, I won't be using the bathroom too much"
"Mickey's growing teeth, he'd bite you"
"I can't feel it....remember?" I said as I stared at her and watched as her smile vanished to a worried look.

"You should go there noona, I'd take care of myself and you should enjoy there okay? And it'll be just three days geez, I'm not a kid anymore" i said and gabled up my food.

I heard my mom giggle and saw my dad smile. I looked at Dawon and she immediately ruffled my hair.

"When did you grew up so fast?" she said and I immediately giggled.
"Shut up, eat your food" I said and we continued eating dinner.

•Two hours later•

"Where are you going Seok?" Dawon asked as I took my bag and closed my bedroom door
"I'd be going to the dance studio for like an hour" I said as I walked downstairs.
"Why?"
"Duhh, dance" I answered as she punched my chest.
"You should be home at 10 got it?" she said sternly as I took my shoes from the shoe rack.
"Yeah, yeah" I said and closed the door.

As I was walking, head hung low hoodie covering my face, I heard laughters and a ball bouncing two houses away. As I was nearing the loud house-

"DUCK!" and everything just went black.

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Chapter three and three other bts members still haven't debuted in this book lmao 😂
Sorry about that y'all, just wait a bit more chapters and every bts member would be here already.

I hope you liked this chapter, I wrote this at like 3 am tbh. Bare with me 😤

And I'll be updating everyday now guys HAHAHAHAHHAH I finally figured out how this story would go and i had wrote 6 new chapters now.

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