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~35~

<Hoseok's POV>

I stared at the wall infront of me as Jimin sat beside me. I don't know what he's doing but I'm pretty sure he's trying to comfort me.

I feel so lost, I am so lost. What was going on? Why was he here?

"Do you want me to talk to Namjoon-hyung?" I shook my head immediately.

I want Namjoon to explain himself, and I want him to tell me. I want to know directly from him.

I looked at Jimin, I know my eyes are a bit red by now. My tears was too much to contain awhile ago but right now, no tears would leave my body. Even if I want to.

I smiled at him, the smallest smile I had ever muster to make my entire life. And again, shook my head.

"He would talk to me. He's Namjoon. He knows everything" I told him.

Yeah, I might be hurt, but Namjoon is still my bestfriend. He was there for me since we met him before freshman year. He was always there, the day that happened, the day I felt so hurt, he was there. And I know he have an explanation in hand.

But I still am scared. Still am confused as to why. Why him? Why him of all people? Just why?

Jimin sighed and nodded his head. Looking back at me with concern evident in his eyes. He nodded his head over and over again until he stopped. Looking at me with more concern than before.

"Sleep for awhile hyung. Dinner would be in an hour and I'd just wake you up at that time yeah?" I smiled, shaking my head as a no and ruffled Jimin's hair.

"I don't wanna sleep Minnie. And don't treat me like a baby. I'm your hyung" he scoffed. Pouting his lips that made me smile even more.

Ever since I was 7 and Jimin was a year younger, he was there for me. Making me feel secured even if he was still oblivious with my condition.

And when he found out, he did not run like the other kids did. He did not bully me like the ones who did. He stayed with me and defended me whenever someone was again bullying me. He was always there. And I feel so happy for that. No matter what circumstances I know I would have him by my side. Just like now.

"He's there hyung. Outside. Making dinner." My smile faded for a second and I immediately placed it back. Smiling at Jimin and nodding my head.

"I know. He's always like that. I- I guess I'd just have to act normal with him until Namjoon explains everything" Jimin furrowed his brows, shaking his head vigorously.

"Why would you act normal with him? We just need to tell him to get lost or something" I chuckled at Jimin's suggestion.

"He's Joon's guest Minnie. And Taehyung and Jungkook doesn't know. Jungkook seem to like him" I smiled at that thought.

Seokjin always liked having younger ones around him. He was goofy and acted like a kid. Him and Jungkook would immediately click and be friends.

"You don't need to adjust for them hyung"

"So they need to adjust for me? Minnie I don't want them to hate him just because I do. I'm not that cruel of a person"

Jimin just sighed, and opened his mouth as if he was about to say something when someone knocked at the door.

"Seok" I froze. Namjoon was outside our room. Jimin immediately looked at me and I just nodded. Standing up and opening the door.

"Seok can I atleast-" Jimin interrupted his words as he stood infront of me. Blocking Namjoon and probably sending daggers towards our bestfriend.

"You talk to him. And I promise you Namjoon-hyung. If Hoseok-hyung doesn't like your explanation as to why that man is here with you. I'd dig your grave" I held Jimin's hand, immediately making him look at me.

"Calm down," I looked at Namjoon and said- "He have his reason" I looked straight at Namjoon's eye. Searching for anything that'll help me understand. But all I saw was regret, and fear. Making me feel so guilty to something I still don't know about.

"Can we talk outside?" He asked, I just nodded.

As we walked towards the front door. I saw Yoongi at the living room. Immediately standing up when he saw me. It was as if he wanted to get near me and console me but that'll be just happening in my dreams.

..........................

"Seok" Namjoon started, looking at me as we stood outside the cottage.

I just stared at him. Too lost and too eager to know what's happening I can't muster enought words. He took a deep breath and looked at me with more confidence in his eyes.

"I'm sorry" He started, And I still just stood there. Waiting for him to continue.

<3rd Person's POV>

Hoseok just stood there, waiting for the explanation he dreaded to know. And Namjoon just looked at him with regret. Fear consuming him about loosing his beastfriend.

"It's true that he was the one I'm dating" with that said, Hoseok felt the anger raising back up through his veins.

"Why? Why him Namjoon?" He asked, venom in his every word as Namjoon just looked at him with the same fear as earlier.

"Because I like him Seok" Hoseok just scoffed. Tears again, starting to prickle in his eyes.

"He'd ruin you. Like he did to me before" Hoseok said. Making Namjoon slowly shake his head as a no.

"He won't. I'm not you" Namjoon said. Making Hoseok stare at him with shock.

"He changed" Namjoon said as he took in Hoseok's shoced expression.

"He won't ever change" That was Namjoon's last straw. Anger now also rising up and making him scoff.

"Why do I even need to ask your permission for this? It's my feelings"

"And what about my feelings? What about not letting him in our life again? What about that Joon?" Hoseok was almost shouting.

"Why do I always need to adjust just for your feelings?!" Hoseok frozed. Tears now escaping as he heard those words escape Namjoon's mouth.

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Oof- I'm stopping this here coz a cliff hanger always makes everything a bit cooler.

Also did you watch the BANGBANGCON yesterday? Geez It went uptil 10 pm at my country 😫. I had to eat dinner with my headset on 😂. But what would I not do for BTS? NOTHING 😌

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