In response

EXComplicated

(This is to my Ex-Complicated relationship. I know he won't ever read this, he never really had an interest in the songs and poems I wrote about him. This is just personal junk being expressed)

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You want me to be open

but you cry every time

Tell me how I hurt you

because I have 

doubts sometimes

Even when you tell me

 that you are mine

but you think the same thing 

So why is not ok for me

but it's ok for you

to have those kinda thoughts 

in your mind?

I told you that I'm hurt

I told you I'm broken

I told you I'm still healing

You told me that was ok

You told me you wouldn't leave

You told me you wouldn't lie to me

But you did

You left

You lied

And it wasn't ok

You told me all these things

you didn't believe

You set me up

You said if

I told you

I wasn't ready

That you would

respect me

But respect

to me

And respect

to you

Are two

different things

it seems

Cause every time 

I told you no

You told me that 

I was hurting you

You said I was cruel 

for my honesty

What did you want from me?

You want me to lie?

You want me to cry?

You want me to hide?

You tell me I'm a liar

And that I don't care

That we are onesided

And I don't do enough

But I'm a romantic

I did and do all the little things

But you don't appreciate anything

If it's not what you think I owe you