Loyalty

chapter 22

Sade POV

X haven't been home since yesterday and he took amir with him. If he fuck up one more time I'll never ever be with him again . today we were suppose to go sky zone and I was gonna tell nolen that X was his dad.

I heard the door open and I heard amir yelling then he came in my room."mom mom mom guess what we went to the Hershey factory and I had a whole lot of chocolate then we went to sky zone then we went to fun Plex and we went skating"

"Shhhhhh your brother is still sleep" then I paused and thought about what he just said the X walked in the room"Mir go wake your brother up while I talk to your dad"

"OK" then he gave me a hug"X why the hell would you take just amir when were all suppose to go" I was just silently snapping cuz my head hurts"I got a DNA test and amir is mine so I just was happy so I took him to different places"

"See that's your problem you always spoil one and not the other no what fuck you I was gonna tell nolen that you were his dad to be  hell naw fuck you and every thing you have" I got up started packing my stuff   I have a apartment already just in case any shit like this went down even though I did pay for this house  I got nolen and his stuff and I got amir cause I'm taking them shopping today a mom sons day out.

1 hour later we got to the apartment and I got a phone call from a unknown number.
Me-hello?
Unknown-is this Sade dareaen
Me-yes
Unknown-well this is the GWC hospital and I wanted to let you know that Xavier Johnson has been shot 3 times in the chest and once in the stomach we got the bullets out but he lost a lot of blood I'm so sorry for your lost.

I hung up the phone and a river of tears just started coming down my face "mommy what's wrong"the boys said in unison"y'all father is dead" nolen just looked at me like y'all what you mean by y'all "nolen , amirs father is also your father" they both just started crying .

1 week later

Today is X funeral I've been crying all week . nolen and amir been staying with rere. I got up did my hygiene thing and put on some white and black pumps,a black dress with a black and white cardigan I am now 2 months pregnant and my baby father is dead.

When I got to the church  every one was there I guess James invited there family cuz I never met them. I sat all the way in the front . I got up and went to go say a few word at his casket the I fell on the floor crying James and braheem came and helped me up I guess cuz X died James wanna be nice.

When we barried him I just sat in the grass by myself looking at the workers putting the dirt over his casket. I sat there and talked "if anything happens to me and I don't make it up there with you can you watch over the kids for me" a tear came  down my eye"I'm sorry the last time we actually spoke was a argument" then I started crying my eyes out. Then James walked up and sat with me "bro I'm sorry for all that I've done i hope you forgive me I promise I'll watch over Sade and the rest of your kids" then he started crying I never saw James cry before. He put his head in my lap "X I will always love you I sorry I wasn't there for you I should of stayed home and you wouldn't be gone this is all. My fault"I started crying even harder"I wanted to say I love you and good bye"

"Goodbye bro Imma always miss you" we got up and he drove with me. When we got to the house we sat on the couch"I remember the first time I met X we was at footlocker and he gave me a ride home"

"Look Sade I'm sorry for beating you and doing wrong by you just forgive me please"

"Yes I forgive you "

"I need your help I will pay you but sharquada is pregnant and I don't want her taking care of my child so will you help me"

"Of course"
I cryed writing this chapter
But the story not over yet
Some more surprises come
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