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pokimane | seven

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YOU REACHED FOR HER AGAIN, but imane kept going.

   it's so fucking stupid. at this point, you weren't even sure what you are fighting about anymore. days and days of tiny arguments and disagreements that have snowballed into this. and you don't even know what this is. all you knew is that imane is heading for the door and that's the last thing you ever wanted.

   biting the inside of your bottom lip so hard you tasted iron on your tongue, you said, ' imane, don't you dare-"

   because your years of being together didn't deserve an end like this. both of you worked too hard, you have come too far. this is something you can work out, you know it in your heart, but not if one of you gives up.

   the tears are hot on your face, burning a trail down your cheeks. your chest is tight, your hands are balled into fists, you felt nauseous. you are starring at imane's back and tell her- beg her, "don't you dare walk away. not from me. not from us."

   at that, imane stops. frozen, you see her shoulders rising and falling quickly. then, after finally gathering the voice, imane says, "I'll sleep at the girls' tonight."

   there is nothing else you can say. your vision is blurry as you watch imane adjust the bag on her shoulder and walk out on the door.

   a moment later, when you follow her out, you find imane's engagement ring on the counter.

   you fight a lot. and you always make up. but right now, you felt like you have run out of chances.

. . .

   you took a deep breath and opened your eyes, somewhat enjoying the rain that was pouring on your hot skin from all the crying before deciding to drove to rae's apartment and convince imane this is not the end of the two of you.

   you were in front of the door, trying to figure out if you should knock or ring the doorbell. you just stood there and stared at the door while the rain soaked every inch of your body and clothes.

   "I miss you, I miss you so much." a week passed by ever since imane left your shared home after your fight. you didn't stream, you didn't go on social media, you didn't eat or checked your notifications- you just existed at that point.

   what made you get up tonight was that you couldn't imagine a life without the streamer on your side, you couldn't think of a future without imane in it and as cheesy as it sounded- you never wanted to love anyone else, you would always love her no matter what.

   so here you were with her ring in your palm, squeezing it tightly not to lose sight of it, ready to kneel down and ask her to fix it again, that the two of you could work again she just didn't need to give up and a few months from today would be wife and wife.

   but you just sobbed and cried without a sound until your chest hurt again, your eyes went dry and it was almost morning.

. . .

   "i need to go back and apologize. she is right, our relationship doesn't deserve an end like this." imane stood up from her bed, ready to head out the door but is stopped by rachell.

   "are you sure?" the short brunette asked as she grabbed imane's hand to pull her back. rae suggested imane to have a little time for herself and think about everything. the two of them could work it out but would it be really worth it? that was the real question here.

   "maybe not engaged, but we could start it again. try to past behind us and all of this crazy mess that has been going on." imane groaned as she plopped back on the bed, head in her hands as she supported it by propping herself up on her elbows on her thighs.

   "I miss her, we messed up. we did but that doesn't mean we can't be happy. maybe this whole marrying thing was too soon for us and the pressure made us part away like this. we should be spending more time with each other and not call an among us play with you guys, a date and-" rae stopped her.

   "take a breath, you are rambling again." imane sighed in defeat.

   "I just miss her so much." rae nodded as she sat next to her friend, wrapping her arms around the other streamer who started sobbing. "I know, I know." she whispered as she patted imane's back, slightly rocking her back and forth.

notes
part two maybe? idk
i don't even know if i did this right to begin with

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