The car rammed into the side of us. I looked over to see Blair, blood was everywhere. "Blair! Are you okay?"
"Niall... I..." She closed her eyes and I started to panic. I couldn't move around and I heard sirens.
"Blair! Blair don't go."
"Goodbye Niall." She slowly whispered.
"No Blair. Wake up." I tried shaking her. "Blair don't go, Blair!" I started crying feeling hopeless, I hadn't even realized there was a piece of glass stuck in my leg.
//
I woke up in a hospital bed. I wasn't exactly sure what happen, the last thing I remember Blair had said goodbye. "Oh Niall." My mum came over to my side hugging me. "I'm alright mum. Where is Blair?" She sighed looking down. "Mom where is Blair!" "She's in another room." "Is she okay? What happened to her?" "She's fine Niall. You can see her later." "Okay... I miss her. I messed up." "Niall it's okay, don't worry about it. Just... I'll get the doctor." I felt terrible. If I would have just dropped the Harry topic we wouldn't have been in an accident. The doctor said Blair was lucky to still be alive. I couldn't wait for tomorrow when I can visit her. I need to apologize and tell her I still love her. Even if she still hates me, at least she'll know.
-Sunday morning-
"Hey Niall! How you doing buddy?" Harry asked a concerned look upon his face. "
Well actually. I just have been a waitin to see Blair."
"So what happened? I know you probably don't want to talk, but Blair was very injured, so we're you. I was scared." I could tell Harry had been crying.
"I, we were talking and I wasn't watching the road."
"What was so important?" He asked. I sighed knowing I needed tell Harry the truth.
"I'm still in love with Blair."
"Why didn't you tell me? I wouldn't have went out with her if I knew."
"Because Blair really likes you, I mean why would she want to be with me over you?"
"Because you were her first love. Niall you may not believe me but any girl would be lucky to have you. You're a better guy then me."
I sighed, "But Blair wants you."
"How do you know? Go talk to her."
"Thanks Harry." I got up off the chair and took the elevator 2 levels up. I walked to the front desk asking what room Blair Underwood was in. "Room 316." She smiled nicely.
This is it Niall, just tell her how you feel. But it was much more difficult. I walked into her room, she had cuts and bruises all over. My Blair was hurt.
"Blair.." I choked out trying to hold back my tears but they were streaming down my face.
"Hi." she said. Her voice was raspy and she struggled to sit up.
"I'm so sorry Blair, its all my fault." I walked over to her side gently grabbing her hand, she looked fragile.
"Its okay Niall. I'm glad you're okay. Just don't cry."
"But I hate seeing you like this, It's my fault! I hurt you, I always hurt you. I break your heart and I almost break you." She chuckled. "I forgive you. But don't be upset Nialler."
She called me Nialler, without thinking I just blurted out, "Blair I still love you. I miss you mad I want you back. I want to hold you, and tell you I love you. I want to be the guy to puts a smile on your face. Not harry, not Jake, but me. Blair I know deep down you still love me... you have to."
"Niall I'm so sorry... but" She slipped her hand out of mine. I knew it, no one would ever love me again. Blair was the only one and I messed EVERYTHING up.
"I get it. I'm sorry Blair." I sighed wiping my tears away, embarrassed. "Goodbye Blair." I made my way toward the door, leaving her behind. Leaving the love of my life hurt.
"Wait Nialler." I turned around and she had a small smile on her face. "One day I was with this amazing guy. He was so sweet and kind, yet he didn't know I felt this way about him. He was a complete fool and I loved it. He told me he wanted to watch Peter Pan... I agreed to it. Although I thought it was kinda silly. It came to a part where they said 'Never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.' I follow that everyday. I don't want to be forgotten...because that one boy taught me so much. He taught me how to love and I will never forgot him. He will always be in my heart and I will always love him. But if you walk out that door... then that one saying will mean nothing. Niall, you know I still am madly in love with you and... I will NEVER forget you."
