A/N: Okay! Before I start, I like to thank Misswonder for this chapter and the ones to come because she helped me figure out what I want to do sooooo, if you aren't a fan of hers or reading her stories you should go do that! I am in love with her stories and honestly, just go and read them! They are just amazing! Okay, so I hope you enjoy chapter 32 and be aware that I only plan to have a few more chapters left of this fanfic so...here goes!!! Love ya<3
And remember... This is a fanFICTION!!!!!
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Niall's POV -
I was driving home now. The food was in the passenger seat and Liam and Louis were in the back. I was deep in thought. I really had to just leave the house entirely before I jumped up and strangled Harry. I finally have this girl. The girl that Harry blew off completely! I know I shouldn't be getting this angry. I mean it was a dare! Just the thought of Harry and Aria just made my skin crawl.
I pushed the thought aside because I knew that Aria was mine and mine only. I didnt have to worry about Harry because Aria would never do anything to intentionally hurt anyone.
I pulled into the driveway and Louis and Liam jumped out and ran into the house. I followed holding the many bags of food.
Everyone was downstairs eating...except Aria
And Harry.
I dart up to Aria's room, feeling like an anchor was set in the pit of my stomach. I walked up to her door and heard music playing. I went to open her door slowly.
Locked.
My insides were just being tormented now. I walked into Harry's room and walked onto the balcony. I stood at the balcony door, scared of what one turn would reveal....and for good reason.
I opened Aria's balcony door open and I don't think I've ever felt worse. I let out a small cry which caught the two's attention. My vision became blurred with tears and my fist clenched.
"Niall I-"
"Save it Aria, no need to apologize! Just continue your fun you fucking whore!" I interrupted her, nearly screaming. I left the room, furiously wiping away the tears that now poured down my cheeks.
"Niall, what's wrong!" I heard I series of concerned voices call for me as I stormed out of the house.
Aria's POV-
I lay there frozen. Harry fell next to me as the tears began to roll down my cheek. The reality hit me on what a terrible thing I just did. Of what a terrible person I am. I couldn't blame him for what he called me. That's just exactly what I am.
'Hahaha, is wittle Aria upset'
'That's all you are: a WHORE'
'SLUT'
'SKANK'
'That's all you'll ever be'
'Hahaha!'
"-ria! Shhhhh calm down. He didn't mean it," Harry held me to his chest. I started shaking uncontrollably. Harry stroked my hair, constantly apologizing.
I felt small. Everything was just caving in on me. My breathing heavies and I couldn't think right. Why did I even do this in the first place! I cheated on the sweetest guy ever with the boy that broke me into a million pieces. But now...it's just me. It's just me.
I am an innocent angel with a million demons. Demons I want to get rid of but am too afraid for others to see so I keep them hidden.
I am a good for nothing whore who just broke the one thing right in my life.
I am Aria, the crazy girl.
100, the psychotic freak.
Redd, the one who doesn't want to exist.
Angle, the vulnerable scar.
I am a broken toy who just manages to break myself even more.
"Harry, please leave," I spoke softly, still trembling in his arms.
"Aria I-"
"JUST FUCKING LEAVE!"
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