A/N••SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR THIS CHAPTER, WRITERS BLOCK IS BEING MEAN TO ME:(
*flashback*
They just wouldn't stop. All these terrible people. I never knew that middle school girls could be so cruel. Making fun of me and my scars. Pushing me around, calling me names.
'Arrrriaaaa'
'Just get rid of them'
'Go on'
I had no control over these...sounds. These sounds were me. I listen to them or terrible things happen to me.
As one of the girls mocked me, I was constantly pestered by the sound, the voice. The one called 100.
'Don't worry little aria. Just get rid of her. It's okay'
I caved into her demands. I stepped closer and closer to the girl and wrapped my hands around her neck, slamming her against the lockers before my whole mind went blank, letting 100 take full control over me.
*end of flashback*
I hid 100 from everyone. I don't even think Cara knows about her. I wouldn't want to risk Cara getting hurt. I gained slight control over 100 but not enough.
I didn't choose to house 100, 100 took over me and I wish I could have done something to get rid of her. That just isn't how it works though.
100 isn't the only one though.
There is Redd.
Redd is simpler though. Redd just hates me.
And there is Angel. Angel is the one who gave me all these cuts. She's vulnerable and abusive.
Cara only knows of Redd and Angel. Cara is the only person I've ever told about these...people.
It's sad to say that 100 is the fault for why I blew up at Amy and Harry.
Now, after my fit, I'm Aria. I want so badly to run off and apologize but that's something 100 just won't allow.
Of all people, why me?
I was now locked in my room, letting Angel have her way and inspecting the new blood falling down my arm.
'Good job Aria. You've done well'
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Okay, so if you are actually reading, thanks and again, sorry for this chapter, it's more of a filler and I wanted to explain Aria's schizo case a bit deeper. I've realized writing this that its a more mature and confusing fanfic than I wanted and expected so I apologize. I'm surprised I actually have readers! So please, if you have been reading, leave me a comment and tell me what you think and maybe, how I can improve this or if you have any confusion. Thanks and I love you to Pluto and back:)
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