He calls me three hours later on ft
Y/n: You dont want me anymore remember?
I say looking at him. He's crying. I hate seeing him that way but in relationships you have to say or do certain things for change and I want him to come to me if he feels a certain way abt things or if he just needs me to listen.
Mattia: I-i do, im sor-rry. Im just going through it. I try to prove i can change, i tried to prove I've changed and nothing is going okay. I know the things I've said, the things I've done, and the things I've posted in the past were wrong but i grew from that. Ya know? I have. I dont want you to see me as they do.
He's still crying. I want to hold him. I want to console him, but i spent 1500 on this room and im not moving.
Y/n: I dont and I never did, why would you think that? Who do you think I am? I accepted your apology so move on. Not everyone has to accept it and if they dont why does it matter, you cant please the whole world. I know you changed and ive witnessed you grow every day. Im not against you, Im always with you.
Mattia: Can you come home?
Y/n: Maybe its best if i slept here tonight. I want you to really think about ways we can go about the things we go through and how to improve. Thats all i want.
Mattia: Okay y/n. I love you.
Y/n: I love you too Mattia.
I snuggled up in bed and watched sponge bob til i fell asleep.
