Not everything is Planned

chapter 16

Tw: mention of suicide and self harm

Flashback

I don't remeber much about my fight with Doyle. I remember getting stabbed then in an ambulance. I remembered being in the hospital for weeks all alone, nobody with me.

Only a phone call from JJ or Hotch every once in a while. I remember eating the food and the nurses coming into my room everyday to give me shots or whatever it was.

"Emily"

I hear someone call, but the voice fades away.

End of flashback.

"Emily!" Sandy yells to me.

"Oh um, im sorry." I say in a panick.

"Hows JJ!?" She asks in a hurry.

JJ right, i rushed her here after she cut her wrists.

"Um, the docters are with her now, once they are done we can go in and see her." I say looking down.

Just then the docters from JJs room walked out and led us to her.

JJs pov

I woke up to docters and nurses all over me. I was confused on what had happened.

"What happened?" I asked a nurs.

"Oh youre awake. Your friend brought you in because you were hurti bf yourself." The nurse says pointing st my wrist.

Friend... im guessing Emily since i was living with her.

"Can i see her?" I asked.

The nurse nodded and left the room, and a few minutes later Emily and my mother walked in.

"Wheres Henry? Mom?" I asked in a panick.

"Honey calm down, Henry is with Aaron, he's watching Henry play with Jack."

That made me feel better.

"Oh JJ im so glad you're ok, but what the hell were you thinking!? I can not deal with losing another friend of mine!" Emily cried.

"Just friend?" I joked. She knew exacy what i ment.

"Hey honey, how are you feeling?" My mom asked.

"Im feeling okay, and Em you're right i need help. And, I'm gonna get some once i get out of this damn hospital." I say looking at my mom then Em.

"Thats great, and i will be with you the whole step!" Emily reassures me.

A few days has past and the whole team has come in and say 'hi' to me, Emily hasn't left my side.

Garcia came in with a tone of food, i was so over hospital food. Everyone else came in and stayed for a little talking, then Hotch came in with Henry and Jack.

"Mommy!!" Henry yelled running to me giving me a hug.

"Hey baby did you have fun with uncle Aaron and Jack?" I asked. He nodded his head.

"Mommy?" He asked. "When are we going back to auntie Ems?" He asked with his sweet smile.

It adores me how much Henry loves Emily, and i was hoping once i can get out if this hospital.

"Well baby, hopefully today if i can get out of this damn hospital." I say. "And of course if you will let us stay.." i look at Emily.

"Oh my god JJ, you don't have to ask me to stay with me. You and Henry are always welcome at my house!" She was so happy it made me happy.