What was I thinking? Why did I say yes, I've known Luke properly for what two weeks? Before that I completely resented him. This was all stupid. I am so stupid.
I flopped down onto my desk chair and spun around. I sighed, how am I going to do this? I can't just walk up to him and be like 'hey look I'm done with this. I'm gonna go back to being invisible, and you can go back to year 11s or whatever." Can I? What would he do? Just accept it or hate me And tell everyone my dirty little secrets.
I. Told. Him. Everything.
"FUCK" I groaned kicking my desk.
"I'm pretty sure that desk never did anything to you"a smug voice came from the door.
"What are you doing?" I asked. Turning to see the last person I expected to see. Ryan.
"I'm going to the bathroom"he smirked.
"I mean in my house?!" I said frustrated I was close to totally flipping out.
"My darling stepsister"he said moving closer placing is hand against my hip. "I'm here to pick up my brother"he added.
"I'm not your FUCKING STEPSISTER!" I growled at him pushing him into the desk. "He was never my dad" I added.
"Alright, chill"Ryan laughed "where's the little man?"he asked.
"His room as per"I said rubbing my fingers against my temples.
"Alright, laters sweets"Ryan smiled before leaving my room. I resisted the urge to punch or trip him. That asshole why does he like to push me around. Why does everyone want to push me around.
I slumped back onto my bed, I feel like I'm going insane.
****
"Remind me why you're not at school?"Dans voice shouted from the kitchen in his apartment in which I was currently inhabiting.
"I'm studying"I sighed quickly closing the tumblr tab on my laptop.
"You're a really bad liar"Dan whispered in my ear suddenly appearing behind me,causing me to drop my laptop.
"Fuck you!"I huffed picking up my laptop as Dan slumped down onto the sofa next to me.
"C'mon tell me why you're really hiding in my apparent"Dan mumbled nuzzling his head into my neck. "Mel you know I can make you tell me"he whispered his lips brushing against my neck making me laugh uncontrollably. He kept blowing gently against my neck his lips still brushing against my skin.
"D-dan" I moaned throwing my head back. Forgetting who I was with, Dan quickly moved away his cheeks flushing as red as mine.
"Sorry, I forgot about your thing with necks" Dan mumbled.
"It's not a thing, I just....."I want even sure how to finish that sentence.
"You're just really easy to seduce"he laughed.
"Am not!"I retorted
"Oh really, you're telling me if right now I grabbed your waist, pinning you down to the sofa and left kisses from your neck slowly down your body" he trailed his thumb gently from my neck to my stomach. " I wouldn't have you moaning more than just my name?"he asked slumping back down onto the sofa with a satisfied look plastered across his face. I was breathless.
"How can you possibly know that?" I finally managed to choke out. I Mean this was stuff I wouldn't even tell Katie, How you get turned on Isn't exactly something that usually comes up in conversation.
"You should be more careful what you tell people when you're wasted" he smirked.
"I hate you"
"You love me"
"Sometimes"I laughed cuddling into his chest.
"Come on then why aren't you at school?"he asked again. I sighed this time I guess I'd have to tell him because God knows what else I've told him.
"I'm avoiding someone"I shrugged
"Luke?"he asked almost instantaneously. I nodded. "What's he done?"he asked concerned.
"Nothing, I've just been thinking" I answered, because I didn't really have a solid reason as to why I was ignoring him. Dan gave me a small smile before cuddling me tighter into his chest.
A/N so idk about this chapter I just felt like I needed a twist bc I was bored of fillers.
