Time || YeonGyu AU✔

chapter 27

         During the rest of the days, everything changed to bad. Beomgyu had no idea why, but Yeonjun seemed moody all days and it was extremely hard to talk to him since sometimes he would snap at him out of nowhere. Every hour seemed even longer to him now and he was feeling like the rest days lasted forever in Daegu. He and Yeonjun were back to being on bad terms, but something had still changed in their relationship forever, no matter how hard they would try to refuse it, they still know that they had become valuable to each other.

         Yeonjun would just stay quiet every time the younger boy would shift closer to him at nights in his sleep and his heart was starting to ache, even tears would appear in his eyes because he loved that closeness to death, it was so comforting yet he couldn't enjoy it without feeling fear. The only truth he knew was that Beomgyu was scaring him, and he wanted to get rid of that dread as soon as possible, he just wanted to return to Seoul and never see him again.

         His eating habits had become even worse and sometimes he would spend days without eating even a tiny piece of food. Of course, Beomgyu was noticing it very well and he even tried so many times to reassure the boy and make him eat, but Yeonjun was too stubborn, he was too scared to let himself eat even though he knew it was making him weaker than he was. Every minute he would try to assure himself that there was nothing wrong with him, and the nosebleed and sickness were caused by his severe mental condition, but every night, he would still cry himself to sleep silently, without letting the younger hear anything or see his tears because he didn't want to seem weak to him.

         He had never felt lonelier before.

         Tears were streaming from his eyes and his mouth was letting out small quiet whimpers, soaking the pillow under his cheek with the salty liquid. That's when he felt an arm wrapping around his stomach from behind and he cried even harder, his hand clutching his own chest as he was feeling pain in his heart. Call him depressed, but after starting having issues with his physical health, he had been becoming harsher and harsher on the outside, but extremely emotional on the inside and it wasn't easy to handle emotions piled up in his heart without any teardrop, because he had been keeping his tears to himself for so long, and now he was feeling too broken and hurt since everything was happening to him at the same time, and he was feeling extremely weak, he was feeling like giving up on his life.

         "One more day and we'll never see each other again", Beomgyu muttered in dissatisfaction when he noticed that Yeonjun was just looking down at his food, not even touching it and Beomgyu was hesitant to say something about it because he knew it would make the older mad.

         It was a beautiful afternoon, the sun was slowly slipping down the horizon and disappearing behind the white clouds occasionally. The sky was decorated by the bright orange shade, painting its blue blanket in a gentle colour as several birds kept flapping their feathery wings joyfully and floating in the air, dancing around the upper atmosphere carelessly. A huge crowd of people were walking in the streets, some of them rushing to their homes and the rest just enjoying themselves as they hung out with their friends or just walked alone in perfect silence. Beomgyu and Yeonjun had decided to sit on the balcony and have supper there instead of staying inside since both of them wanted to refresh their minds and have a soft breeze patting him in a gentle manner, Beomgyu was definitely feeling like a newborn, but on the contrary, he was noticing Yeonjun wasn't feeling well at all

         "So?", Yeonjun asked blankly as he grabbed his cup which was filled with aromatic coffee and took a little sip, warming himself up since he was feeling cold even in that burning hot weather. He pretended to not care about Beomgyu's words, but in reality, he was feeling even more hurt by that idea than the younger, however, he knew it was for the best, Beomgyu would live much more peaceful without him in his life.