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with everything happening today
my anxiety grows taller than the skyscraper
they told us to climb up the world's beanstalk
where a floating castle and its treasures awaits
i did as told only to get my hopes crushed
a better future seems like nothing but a pipe dream, a myth

friends are drifting away, getting further from my reach
leaving me alone in my clouds of doubts and confusion
everyone is moving forward in life, i'm still here in the same place
feeling more worthless each day for not having a dream
i'm so alone, what do i do with myself?

i want to scream but no one's listening to my pleas
i want to move forward but i don't know where to go
i want to run with them but my body won't listen to me
i want to disappear from the world but i'm too scared to die

every year, i dread whenever my birthday comes around
it keeps reminding me that time is catching up on me
i'm not getting any younger, i should know better by now
but here i am, i still know nothing, i don't even know myself
i'm so lost, where do i go from here?

if i had dreams like everyone else, will i be able to fly?
if i don't give up on me will i eventually find myself?
if i keep on searching will i find a place where i belong in the world?
if keep on living will i somehow find my own happy ending?

despite everything happening today
a part of me still wants to stay here
they say we only fail in life when we stop trying
so here i am, against all odds
someday, my wings will grow bigger than the sun
and i will fly to places i've never been
someday, my voice will be heard
and i will sing a song that reaches the heavens
someday, my lost dreams will be found
and i will nurture them until they bloom

despite everything happening today a part of me still wants to stay here they say we only fail in life when we stop trying so here i am, against all odds someday, my wings will grow bigger than the sun and i will fly to places i've never been some...

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