Luke took me to the janitors closet. I guess he meant we would make out somewhere else when he said not here. All I could think about though was Calum crying. He looked so innocent, it was almost impossible to think he was the same guy who was grabbing some other girls butt the day after our date.
It made me feel sick. I didn't even give him a chance, and now by kissing Luke I was just hurting more people.
"Luke stop." I whispered taking his hands off my hips.
I felt so bad. I mean I could see the bulge in his pants and now I was just going to leave him like this.
"What's wrong." He asked, cupping my cheeks are rubbing gently with his thumb.
"I have to go talk to Calum." I said quietly.
His gentle touch quickly snapped. He opened the door to the little closet we were in and walked out.
"Then go, but don't ever talk to me again. I don't want to have to look at you when you're crying because of him. It would hurt me too bad." He said, not even meeting my eyes.
"Luke calm down, I mean you and me just met." I said.
"And I thought it might have been the best thing to ever happen to me."
He sighed.
"I guess I can put this on my list of things that Calum's ruined."
Then I watched Luke Hemmings walk away, and I didn't even stop him.
I was trying so hard not to cry. I bet Calum doesn't even have an excuse and here I am messing everything up, even letting Luke slip away.
It was hard to find Calum. Finally I just went to his fraternity and asked where his room was. A guy named Ashton helped me find it.
"He should be in there." He said. "But I'm going to warn you he's pretty upset right now."
I nodded. "Yea, I know. Thanks Ashton."
He smiled. "So what are you doing later-"
I cut him off by opening the door and barging into Calum's room.
He was sitting on the end of the bed with his head in his hands. As soon as I entered his head shot up.
"Don't you know how to knock." His eyes were red and puffy. Then he saw it was me. He stood up and tried to push me out of the door.
"Get out. Get out right now."
"No. Not until you tell me why you kissed that other girl."
He sneered at me. "Tell me why you kissed Hemmings and I will."
I dropped my gaze to the ground. "I wanted you to feel the same way I did when I saw you kiss her."
He wiped his eyes on his sweater paws. "Mission accomplished."
"Your turn, Hood." I said.
He sighed and patted the edge of the bed. "You better come sit down."
"I'm not saying this is an excuse, but it sorta is an excuse. I'm a sex addict."
"Is this a joke?"
"No. As soon as I saw you I knew I wanted you, but not how I usually want people. The next day I wanted you even worse but it was too early and I didn't want to mess things up. So I found Kate . The girl I was with." He started crying harder.
"I'm so stupid." He whispered putting his head back in his hands.
I slowly removed his hands and hugged him close to me.
"Shh no you're not. It's okay."
I let him cry and cuddle me long into the day.
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Authors note :
Hey guys !! Please pray for my little sister she's at the hospital very sick. Thanks a ton.
-ga.
