Calum's pov :
I don't know what happened last night. The party was going good but then my drink tasted funny and everything was a blur. All I know now is I just woke up naked and have a voicemail from Sadie telling me that's she never wants to see me again.
She knows how much I struggle, and then her, the girl I love - called me scum.
As soon as I got the message it was like my entire world had crumbled. I dealt with it in the only way I know how.
I had sex, and lots of it.
The first girl was a blonde and she stopped halfway through because I started crying and wouldn't stop repeating Sadie's name.
I actually finished with the second girl, but she left quickly after because I was crying so hard for Sadie.
The third girl stayed even when I started crying.
"What's wrong, man?" She asked.
"I was in love with my girlfriend and now she won't even speak to me."
"You need to chill. Want some weed, mate?"
"I'm broke I can't afford to buy weed, Aria."
Aria batted her eyelashes and looked at me. Well not exactly me, she looked at my crotch.
"I'm sure we could think of some other way for you to pay me."
I nodded in understanding. I did need some way to get my mind off of Sadie. If I couldn't even lose myself in sex maybe the drugs would help.
"Deal." I said, holding out my hand for a handshake.
She didn't grab my hand but she did grab something.
My days and nights mashed together. I saw no beauty in things anymore. I only know that Sadie wasn't coming back. I started smoking a lot of weed with Aria and her friends Zayn, and Louis.
I still missed Sadie horribly still, and cried every time I has to "pay" Aria.
Sadie is all I talk to them about when I'm high.
