Sadie's pov :
I had been Calum Hoods girlfriend for a few weeks now. I am happier than ever. Grace and Michael are actually the cutest couple ever, and she told me around a week ago that he said he loves her.
That got me thinking about love. I think I'm falling in love with Calum. I've never been in love before and I'm scared, but at the same time I know I wouldn't want to be with anyone but him.
He's at a party at his frat house tonight and has begged me to come, but I decided to stay in. I smiled when I thought of him. He's supposed to come over after the party. I think I want to finally have sex with him.
Just as was walking in my dorm I heard Luke call my name. I rolled my eyes. For weeks he's been apologizing to me and trying to talk, but he wanted me never to talk to him again and I fully intent to.
I was about to open the door to my room to get away from Luke when I heard it.
"Ugh yea babe."
"Harder Michael!"
I rolled my eyes at Grace and Michael, but I couldn't help smiling a little. It was weird to see my best friend so in love.
"What do you want Luke." I said, not even bothering to turn around.
"I don't know what to say. To start, I was an idiot. I only said what I said because I didn't want you to get hurt. Secondly, I miss you Sadie. Please come to my apartment and bake cupcakes with me?"
Despite how mad I was trying to be I giggled. He's so innocent he wants us to bake cupcakes.
"Sure I'll make cupcakes, cupcake." I said still giggling.
His eyes opened wide in surprise. "Really?"
"Really."
"So you don't hate me?" He asked.
"No of course not. I've missed you too."
"Can I hug you please?"
"Of course."
He was timid at first wrapping his arms around me but then he held me tight like he was terrified I would slip away.
I slung cupcake batter at Luke and he gasped in mock shock making me giggle.
"I love your laugh." He said with a smile.
I had learned so much about Luke tonight and He had learned a lot more about me. I think I consider him one of my best friends now.
My phone went off and i remembered that I was supposed to meet Calum at my dorm. It was a lot later than I had thought.
An unknown number had texted me. That's weird, I thought. Then I opened the message and it felt like my entire world was crumbling. It was pictures of Calum and a girl that looked oddly familiar having sex. It was so weird Calum didn't even look into it. He looked weird like his mind wasn't even there.
"I have to go to the bathroom." I mumbled as I ran out of the room. I slipped to the bathroom floor and let the tears fall over.
I'm so stupid. How could I ever think I meant anything to him? Why wasn't I good enough? I loved him. I loved him and he never cared about me.
I called his phone, and as expected it went straight to voice mail. I struggled to control my voice as I left a message.
"Calum, delete my number and never talk to me again. Don't even try to approach me at school. Don't make me hurt more than I have to. I can't believe I ever dated scum like you. If you haven't got the message already, we're over."
I looked in the mirror and fixed my makeup. I knew what I was going to do and I wasn't proud of it, but I somehow had to get back at Calum.
If you break my heart, I'll turn around and break yours back.
I snuck to Luke's room.
"Luke." I called, making my voice sound urgent.
He rushed in with a spoon in his hand. Then he saw me on the edge of his bed.
"What do you need, Sadie?"
I smiled innocently. "I need you."
His eyes widened and he approached me carefully. He slowly laid me back and sweetly kissed me. "I need this too."
I almost felt bad, and then I remembered that Calum was gone and I got lost in his kisses.
