Sadies pov :
( listen to these girls // sticky fingers)
The next day it hit me what had happened. That he was gone. It hurt a lot but not as much as it hurt me to realize how awful of a person I am. I stole Luke Hemmings virginity. Calum might be a despicable cheater who crushed my heart with a smile on his face, but I ruined an innocent angel. I think I'm worse.
It's not that I don't care about Calum, because oh god I love him, but now I understand that he'll never love me back. To him it's all physical. It's all sex.
I got a call from Luke and I didn't pick up. I couldn't. I would start crying. I just felt so guilty. He left me a voicemail.
"Hey beautiful. I mean Sadie. I mean you are beautiful. I mean hey. Hey. I just wanted to let you know that last night was wow. It was great, the best night of my existence so far. I just hope this isn't where the road ends for us. Like I hope that maybe I have a chance to be maybe more than just a hookup in your life. Um if it won't freak you out id like for you to come to my place for dinner. Okay well bye."
I knew it was a bag idea to get more involved with Luke. I don't need to hurt him more. I sent him a text.
"I'll see you at dinner."
