The Unexpected Life

Chapter ~ 6

I was dreading to go to our pack house. I know eventually I would have to face everyone, but now isnt the time. I wasn't yet ready to talk about it. The wounds are still fresh and deep.

I quickly shifted behind a tree and picked the shirt kept in the trunk of the tree and put in on. It reached my mid thighs. Sufficient.

I slowly opened the door of our packhouse and saw everyone seating impatiently around the living room. Everyone tired from the lack of sleep, worry ecthed on their faces. Dad instantly shot up from his seat.

"Where have you been!? You wouldn't even.." I cut him off mid sentence by raising my palm. I know he is worried but im exhausted & cant do this right now.

"Not now. Please.." I whispered. My voice hoarse.

He hesitated for a moment but the nooded. I knew he would understand.

I skipped to my room quickly not even glancing at anyone. Slamming the door shut I slid down against it, hugging my knees to my chest. Zach's rejection replaying in my mind again and again, making me sob. The constant whimpering of my wolf wasn't helping me either.

"How can our mate do this to us?" Veloria, my wolf whimpered.

I sobbed harder. "I dont know. I had never expected this to happen"

"What our we gonna do without our mate now?"

"Please quit asking me questions. I dont know. I-my mind is not working. If anything, you must help me cope with it, its a request. Be strong and in turn i'll be strong for you. You are a part of me Veloria. I know its hard but we need to be strong." I said softly.

Veloria only whimpered and blocked me out.

I shifted to my bed and cried myself to sleep.. drowning in my pain.

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NEXT MORNING.

The bright sunlight shining through my window had me waking up from my not-so-peaceful sleep. I groaned and kicked the covers off me.

All the events from yesterday came rushing to me and I just stared at the cealing above, unmoving. The rejection replaying again, making me bawl my eyes out again. This was too much.

I was numb. Shattered. Heartbroken. And every bad thing you could name. All I wanted was just a mate who would love me. I never experienced motherly love. I always yearned for it. My father did the best he could inspite of being an Alpha. But a mother is a mother, who loves you unconditionaly even with your flaws. First I lost my mother and now my mate.

"Why did you let this happen Moon Goddess? Why!? Why me?" I shouted to nothing but my ceiling above.

And to top it off all I'm the pure white wolf who is strongest of all of us.

I sighed. I know the white wolf is strongest and born every 800 years. But whats the matter with wings? I have never heard about this. I'm I even a werewolf? Or some hybrid? May be.. a combination of werewolf and phoenix? Thinking of all this, I blanched. What the hell is happening!?! Who am I?

"Will you stop making assumptions" Veloria snapped at me.

"Then what the am I supposed to do?" I hissed at her receiving a small whimper and she blocked me. I sighed again. Bipolar much.

I got up and went into the bathroom and emptied my bladder that was about to burst due to pressure now. Jeez, such an impatient bladder. Then I brushed my teeth, took a long hot shower hoping it would help. But none. I went to my bed and just sat there glaring at everything.