Hesitations (JenLisKook) [Completed]

Chapter 14

⚠️ Warning: Matured content ahead!! ⚠️

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Lisa's POV

"Jungkook! S-stop please! i-it's hurts!" I cried as I tried to push Jungkook away from me.he's thrusting his dick inside me very fast and hard that I almost can't feel anything but pain.

"No! you're mine only! mine! mine! mine!" Jungkook shouted as he keeps his pace and I cried and sobbed more.

I tried to push him away again but I'm getting weak due to pain and his way a lot more stronger than me.

He continued as he felt his cum nearing.

"Lili"

"No! No.. Jungkook! K-kook! please! don't cum inside me again, it's hurts! please.... please.. stop..." I cried as I'm begging him.But he continued and cummed inside me.

"Lili! wake up!" I jolted up from my sleep panting so hard, I looked at my side and saw Jennie, I immediately hugged her and started crying.

"Sshhh.. it's okay Lili, I'm here.. you're Nini's here. It's just a nightmare, no one will hurt you okay?" Jennie spoke softly as she tried to calm me down.

I cried for almost 30 minutes and after that I calmed down by Jennie's comforting words.

"are you okay now Lili?" She asked as she looked at my face.I nodded, not being able to speak due to my recent state. She hugged me again and then stood up.

"Let's go, I'll cook you breakfast" she said as she helped me stand. I took her hand and we went to the kitchen, she helped me seat and she started rummaging my kitchen. I just watched her as she started cooking.

I feel better now, I mean my body felt better now. there's still a slight tinged but it's tolerable now. Jungkook really made me sore and I felt sad because of that.I never thought he will be that rough to me, especially on my first time.

I honestly liked it at first that night or morning? I'm not sure. but after that, after I felt the pain I don't think I'll have the courage to let Jungkook do it again. especially that he came inside me. I'm very conscious now because I don't want to get pregnant yet, we're still young for that kind of responsibility and I don't want to regret anything once we started to build a family. I want it planned and not in a rush.

My parents actually allowed me to study here with a promise that I'll finish my degree first before I build my own little family.They're actually excited with the thought of grandchildren but they don't want me to end up regretting it when I didn't enjoy my student life.

my thoughts got cut by Jennie placing our breakfast in front of me.

"You're thinking again.. come on.. Let's eat. we still have a class at 9am and it's already 7:30" she said and I glanced to my clock to confirmed it. I just nodded and started eating.