Hesitations (JenLisKook) [Completed]

Chapter 22

Jennie's POV

I can't believe it. I still felt euphoric due to the fact that Lisa's mine now.

I never felt this kind of happiness in my whole life yet, even though I already had relationships, it's very new to me but I really love the feeling.

so this is the feeling of having Lisa as my girl.

We enjoyed the rest of the night with Chaesoo and mom, they congratulated us, especially me.

I almost cried because of the overwhelming I'm feeling. My mom hugged me and whispered she's proud of me and I should take good care of Lisa. I nodded as I enjoy her warmth.

I'm now on my room. laying on my bed,just looking at the ceiling remembering all the things that happened earlier while waiting for Lisa to finish her shower.

"hey, what are you thinking?" Lisa came and I immediately seated, she looked amused and chuckled a little

"I'm thinking about us" I held her hand "I'm very happy, I think I'm going to explode" she chuckled again. oh how I love to hear her laughs

"please don't, I just got a girlfriend. I can't lose you on our first night right? or ever?" she asked

"Oh yes, I will not let it happen. we'll be together forever" I replied and she smiled at me softly.

we laid on my bed on our sides as we looked at each other's eyes.

"stop staring, I might melt" she suddenly joked

"you're too beautiful, I can't take my eyes off you" she looked away as she felt shy "Don't be shy, you don't know how much I memorized your face every night" she looked at me confused. "well, the thing is, I already liked you since the first time I saw you, but you're taken so I didn't say and do anything to pursue you, but I always looked at you... and actually, I even stole some quick pecks while you were sleeping. I'm really sorry..but I can't really help it" I looked down as I confessed what I did to her when she's asleep.

"wow! that's kind of creepy Nini.. but why do I found it adorable and sweet? and you're beautiful too, more beautiful than me actually" she said as I looked at her eyes, she has a smile on her lips and I didn't wait any longer and leaned in to kiss her.

She flinched but relaxed immediately

"you shouldn't do that, I might get shocked and push you away" she mumbled while our lips were still touching.

"I think I should do it more often so you'll get used to it soon" I smiled and deepened our kiss.

After a few minutes, we were in need of oxygen so we pulled out of our kiss and just rest our foreheads together, I hold her cheeks while she's closing her eyes, trying to relax and enjoy the warmth of my hand.

"I love you Lili" I said as I give her a final peck for the night, she didn't replied but she me pulled me for a hug as she snuggled her head on my neck.

I know she can't say it yet, but I'm willing to wait. I'm always willing to do anything for her.

She's my baby, my lady, my woman, and she's mine now so I'm hers.

Lisa's POV

I woke up with someone spooning me. it's not new to me actually. I've been honest enough that in the past months, me and Jennie's sleeping together but not romantically.

Now, it felt different because I felt so much special, safe and loved.

I still can't believe that I'm taken again, but not with Jungkook anymore. I'm taken with Jennie now and I honestly love the idea.

last night I felt like I'm just dreaming, but now that I woke up with Jennie hugging me so tight and her lips on my nape, I know it's real.

"G'morning baby" she mumbled as she kiss my nape.I instantly felt goosebumps because even though we're sleeping together , she never kiss me anywhere except my forehead and cheeks.I mean while I'm awake.

"Good morning N-Nini" I replied as I curled myself in her embrace

"Hmmmm... I love this feeling" she said and kissed my nape again

"me too.." I mumbled as I closed my eyes, I missed this feeling. The feeling of being secured by someone. I know she made me feel it in the past months but now it's different because I know there's a clear commitment between us. "Let's stay like this for awhile"

"Sure baby, my pleasure" she replied and hold me closer to her if it's even possible.

We stayed like this for another 30mins before I finally seated and stretched my arms. She's just looking at me and it made me confused

"why?"

"nothing, you're just lovely.I love you Lili" and before I can respond she gave me a quick peck on my lips. I flinched and my eyes widen "I told you I'll do this often so you'll get used to it soon" she smiled showing me her gummy smile.

We went to the bathroom together to brush our teeth and wash our face, I'm drying my face with a towel when she suddenly back hugged me.

"I love you Lili" she whispered on my ears that made me chuckled. I looked at her reflection in the mirror and smiled at her. I think for a moment before I speak

"I love you too Nini" I said that made her frozen.

"w-wha...what d-did you just s-say?" She asked and I turned around to face her

"I said, I-love-you-too-Nini" I repeated emphasizing each words. She still looked shocked that's why I initiate and kiss her lips.it's just a quick peck and after that I ran downstairs.

"y-yah! how dare you steal a kiss from me!" she shouted as she followed me downstairs

I was shocked by her words and when I looked up in the dining table, Mommy Kim, Jisoo unnie and Rosé were already looking at me with a teasing smile. I looked down and Jennie immediately pulled me and let me seat beside her.

"Good morning everyone" Jennie greeted them with too much enthusiasm showing her gummy smile

"Seems like someone got laid" Jisoo teased and I immediately blushed with the thought

"Why? is it the only reason to be happy?" Jennie asked

"no, but in your case, mostly it's the reason" Rosé teased and they laughed except me and Jennie

"oh come on. don't say something like that, I'm not like that" Jennie defended

"oh, so just stealing a kiss?" Jisoo said as she looked at me. I'm already looked like a tomato now

"okay, stop it already, let's just eat" mommy Kim said and I'm very thankful she saved me from more embarrassment "we can talked about it later" she suddenly dropped that made my eyes widen. they all looked at me and started laughing including Jennie.

I took a glance at Jennie and pinch her side that made her squirm. she stopped laughing and just smile beside me.

We ate as we talked about anything we can think of.

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AN 😊

Ooh.. I think I'm in love 😍