MY DESIRES

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CHAPTER THREE: MY DESIRES

" I didn't fall inside the trap because of you, I fell because of my own desire "

WARNING: SPG CONTENT! EXPLICIT!

"Sorry."

I took a deep breath just in case na 'di ko mapigilan ang sarili 'kong magalit sa harap niya.

Perfect na perfect pa talaga na may baso ng tubig dito sa tabi ko.

He's attractive. Pretty handsome, average grades, and senior sa kolehiyo. A year older than me too.

Pero ang ugali? Huh, A big zero. I can't believe na nanligaw ang lalaking 'to sa'kin. And I can't even believe that I really accepted him as my boyfriend.

Tumayo siya and ngumiti sa'kin before he left me inside the school cafe. Nakaupo pa rin ako, thinking about where I really went wrong. Or more likely... how did this happen?

I'm single, now. Again.

We met last year during my sophomore year in college.

He said he liked me so niligawan niya 'ko.

At ako naman, I wanted to try a relationship.

I was curious since I've been NBSB for years. 'Di 'rin nakatulong si Chandria that also forced me to date him. It took me only three months to finally answer.

And now, in my junior year of college. Single.

And he broke up with me? Anong problema niya?

Now looking back at it, it looked like he never really cared pero lagi naman ka'ming magkasamang kumakain during our breaks, we also had dates!

"Ganun lang?" malakas na sabi ni Chandria sabay padabog na hampas sa lamesa.

I grabbed her wrist at hinila siya papaupo ulet.

Hindi maganda kapag tiningnan kami nang ibang tao dito.

Na-upo naman si Chandria ulet at sinampal ko ang braso niya dahil sa ginawa niya.

"Kalma ka lang." I told her.

"Kalma? Hindi ka man lang ba na-iirita na ganyan siya sa'yo? He's so bland too! Boring niya! Tapos siya makikipag-hiwalay sa'yo? Baliw ba siya?" galit niyang sabi.

She's not wrong. He is pretty boring too. Pero ayaw ko lang talaga 'yung personality niya. Arogante. And it looks like he doesn't like me at all. I don't understand 'kung bakit siya pa ang nakipaghiwalay.

I personally tried to like him as much as I could. But hindi ko talaga 'rin siya nagustuhan.

"At least tapos na, huh... almost a year 'din,"
I sighed.

"Boyfriend problems?" muntik na akong tumalon when someone whispered behind me.

I turn around to face the person who whispered.

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