SITUATIONS ✔️

FUTURE AND PRESENT

CHAPTER SIXTEEN: FUTURE AND PRESENT

" who would have thought that the ending for me would be you? "

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT! SPG

Halata sa mukha niya ang gulat sa sinabi ko. I just told him to kiss me, and I mean it. I really mean it this time. 'Di ko na yata kaya, ewan ko ba, I am craving for his kisses and his hands around my body. I am crazy, I really have gone crazy. This is totally wrong, really wrong.

Nililigawan pa rin niya 'ko, ang bilis naman kung ganito agad, kung sasagutin ko siya ngayon. I haven't even thought about my feelings for him carefully, kung gusto ko ba siya in that way or not. But I know from my gut na unti-unti ko na siyang nagugustuhan.

I'm already going crazy for him, I really am. I've never felt something so electric from other men I have slept with or dated, except... him. This man... Silas Nakamoto.

"Are you fucking sure, Charlotte?" mura niya sa'kin.

I'm not sure kung bakit ganyan ang tono ng boses niya. Nag-tama ang mga mata na'min ulet, nag-tititigan lang kami, at sa bawat segundo na lumilipas ay mas lalo lang akong tinutukso sa mismong sinabi ko sa kanya, I'm thinking if I should just pull him and kiss him right now.

"Look..." he began, letting out a sigh before looking at me again.

"This...is... not right..." he paused again.

"I shouldn't have said those things right at you, I shouldn't have asked you to answer me... I should be waiting for you... goddamnit!"

Alam ko, alam ko na seryoso talaga siya sa'kin. But this is still a surprise to me. No matter how I hear it from him, or see it, talagang natutulala ako. Is this really the Silas Nakamoto I met that day?

"Silas... calm down, baka may mak--"

"Well, guess what, I am pissed. I am so fucking pissed. I can't... oh God..." he closes the door just in case may makarinig sa kanyang nagmumura.

Ngayon, hindi ko na siya maintindihan. Is it because of what I had said?

"Why are you pissed?" I asked.

"I'm mad, I've gone mad. I can't believe I asked you to answer me, I really have gone mad."

Hindi ko pa rin siya maintindihan. Pati na rin yung mga mata niya punong puno na talaga nang galit. Kung magagalit siya, 'wag naman sana dito. Buti na lang at sinara niya yung pintuan talaga.

"Ano bang problema mo, Silas?"

"Galit ako sa sarili ko, Charlotte." nabigla ako nang hinila niya 'ko papalapit sa kanya na halos isang pulgada na lang ang humaharang sa'ming dalawa.

"G-Galit?" I'm flustered by how close we are right, we are this close to kissing right now.

"I told to myself and to you that I want to prove to you that I'm serious, that I really like you. But look at me, getting jealous because of my cousin, and I even asked you to answer me already... I'm so stupid..." galit niyang sabi.

He's mad at himself. It's another surprising thing.

"You know me, I don't break my promises to anyone or even to myself. I just... for once... wanted to prove to you that I'm a man for you, that I'm THE man for you. You gave me this chance and now look at me, I just... I'm really crazy about you." dagdag niya pa.