Physical Touch~ Part 8

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Quick Author Update:


Hello hello! Idk if I'm back from hiatus necessarily, but this story I spent super long writing got taken down and I need something to lift me up. It's been a long time, so you may (definetly will) notice some change in writing style, graphics, and theme over all, but I'll try and keep it the same as two years ago!



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T/W: Eating Disorders


Somewhere in the haze of two days ago-now, I wound up in my bed at home, blanket on the floor, freezing under the covers. Two days ago, or was it one? I knew that if I turned my head from the wall I'd be seeing 2:00AM on the clock behind me, so that makes it one day I suppose. But in the morning when all is said and done, I know that one day has passed, but it will feel like two. I don't know. I really don't know. I'm tired, I want to sleep. But I can't because well... I wonder if Dad is going to come home tonight. 


I didn't want to want to see him. But he was my Dad, I love him, I do. I think some amount of this feeling inside of me is because I miss him. He does so much for me, I know it's true. How is this fair to him at all- for me to be feeling this way. 


It was thoughts like those that kept me awake all of yesterday night. 





I strung my uniform on painfully. Painful because even the thought of keeping my eyes open longer was a chore for me. I needed some good sleep- seriously. So when I rushed down the stairs and saw no food in the fridge, knowing I had once more been forgotten by my father, I slapped my hands to my face. 


This is not the way I wanted my day to start. I jumped a couple of times, shook out my arms, then my head. I needed to get out of this loopy feeling. I needed to shake myself awake. I needed to be more like (Y/N)-yeah, more like (Y/N) (L/N).


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Why can't I act

More like

Myself

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looking at the time on the wall, I read 6:57- so it was actually 7:01 and I was going to be late to school if I stood around in my kitchen one minute longer. That 4-minute ahead clock always gave me more hope than I really should have about being on time. 




I sprinted out the door and pulled out my phone, beginning a hopefully short-winded text to Kags

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Social Diety


(Y/N)

Heyyy Kags, I might be late to school :/

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