Dear diary. I mean journal! (A drarry fic)

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"Harry!" Draco yelled as Harry threw his bag at Draco and ran off

"Shit" Draco yelped trying to get off his bed quickly only to meet pain so terrible in him chest the wind got knocked out of him Pansy looked at blaise and then at Draco and sighed

"Dray stay here we'll try to explain it all to him" she said holding Dracos hand who nodded slowly and tried to catch his breath

"Come on" Pansy mouthed to blaise who looked at Draco and nodded they both ran after Harry who was surprisingly fast

"Harry wait!" Pansy shouted loudly Harry stopped and turned slowly to the two slytherins who were out of breath

"You guys knew all along didn't you?" He sniffed making the pairs eyes grow wide

"What?" Pansy panted as she watched Harry's eyes flare opened in anger while tears bagan to roll down her cheeks

"You knew I was in love with him! This was all a sick joke! A way to make me feel like I was wanted!" Harry yelled causing Pansy to take a step back

"Who's idea was it to date in the first place?" Blaise said narrowing his eyes at Harry

"What?" Harry responded wiping his eyes

"Harry you were the one that inserted himself into Dracos life without even thinking about how it would effect him! He didn't ask you to help him and you still did! How selfish of you to stand here and cry about how you are the victim when you're the one who started the fake dating! You are the one who started all of this! Do not blame Draco for what he said without even considering as to why he is thinking about it in the first place!" Blaise was seething at Harry's actions towards his best friend he held Pansy close and stared into Harry's eyes

"You are the most selfish wizard I've ever met Harry Potter. You wanted something between you and Draco so bad that you got into his life instead of just asking him out on a date. Have you ever asked him out on a date yet?" Blaise asked as Harry sniffled

"No.." he said softly

"Exactly." Blaise huffed grabbing Pansy and dragging her back to Dracos room leaving Harry alone in a hallway sniffling

Blaise entered the room calmly with Pansy losing her shit right next to him

"What happened? Where's Harry?" Draco asked sitting up quickly wincing at the pain he knew would earn him two more days in bed rest

"Blaise left him crying in the hallway" Pansy smiled

"What!?" Draco yelled as Blaise shrugged

"Dray Im gonna be blunt. He was being a dick he needs to cool off and come back with a better attitude" he said picking up the bag Harry had thrown and placing it on Dracos lap

"You guys are gonna be the death of me" Draco sighed slumping back into his bed

"Yeah but Harry also said he lo-" Pansy began before Blaise covered  her moth and smiled

"He what?" Draco asked arching a brow

"He lost his sense of direction" Blaise smiled as Pansy bit his finger in retaliation

"OUCH!" he yelped pulling away

"Pansy what the hell!?" He held his finger close to his chest and glared at pansy

"Don't touch me with out my permission" she said and then turned back to Draco

"Don't worry dray everything will work out" She smiled sympathetically as Draco sighed at his friends antics

"Let's hope two idiots make ok good idea" he said jokingly as they both started to argue over who the bigger idiot was

"I wonder if my visit to father will still be okay now" Draco thought

"I hope Harry's okay. I'll need to speak with him first" Draco bit his lip as he thought opening and closing a cigarette box out of habit

"Does it have any?" Pansy asked taking the box from Draco

"Nah. Harry wouldn't even let me hold one" Draco chuckled softly

"Actually guys I got really tired all of a sudden. I'm gonna take a nap come visit again whenever" Draco smiled laying down and closing his eyes

"Draco" Blaise said softly looking at his friend lay on his bed stiffly

"We'll see you soon" Blaise finally said after a minute walking out with Pansy right behind as soon as the door was shut Draco sniffled

"This is all my fault I shouldn't have been so selfish." He whimpered quietly

"Harry deserves better than me." He said getting up from bed although his body protested. He slung on his robe and but in boots tucking his wand in his sleeve and walked out of the room with hands in his pockets as he searched for a wallet

He closed the door behind him and walked down the hallway the only thing on his mind was a fresh pack of cigarettes so much so that he didn't notice a girl slip past his door that he had forgotten to lock