I hate Harry Potter. I hate him. I know he was trying to help. And god I wrote yesterday that I loved him. But I was lying I was just caught no the moment. I've never had more hexes and death threats in my life I hate myself I hate everything but mostly I hate Harry. I have to keep going to the hospital wing and out in a private room so I won't be assaulted while I sleep. I even got moved to a room of my own because my roommate tried to hex me in my sleep. Good thing I'm a light sleeper. I've learned a new enchantment. Now if I think of something I can willingly have it show up here. I think it'll be easier than carrying this book everywhere
Draco pushed his plate of food away and stood from his seat thinking about what he had written before he had gone to the great hall deciding to try out his new enchantment.
"I don't really hate harry. If anything I've been crushing on the git since the first year. But everything is so complicated now that he told people he has a crush on me." Draco froze mid-thought and turned to look at Harry it had been a few days since he'd talked with him
"Does harry have a crush on me? Or did he do it to be a hero?" Draco pondered quietly and winced once kinda from the Gryffindors started throwing food at him. He snarled and pushed three doors opened walking out his mind spinning with questions
"If Harry has a crush on me. Why wouldn't he tell me first? Maybe he did just say it because he wanted to help. That git" Draco took out another cigarette and placed it in between his lips searching his pockets for a lighter.
"Damn it where is it?" He turned his pockets inside out. Throwing all his stuff out onto the floor and realized he didn't have a lighter on him. He groaned sliding onto the ground and stared at his wand. He wasn't allowed to do magic without approval from a teacher only a select few professors knew of his journal and he would never get approved to use a spell to smoke. He held the wand in his hand debating if he wanted detention or not before someone handed him a lighter he didn't look up he just took it and lit the cigarette taking a deep breath of the drug and exhaling happily letting smoke rush out his nose.
"Didn't take you as a smoker" Harry said plopping down next him Draco jumped scooted away slightly taking it out of his mouth for a second to respond
"Yep," he said placing it back in between his lips and taking a long drag he held it in for a second and let the smoky goodness flow out of him. He leaned back into the rocky wall and glanced at Harry who sat awkwardly. Draco bit his lip and looked at the cigarette in his hand tapping it string ash fall next to her and then motioning it to Harry
"Do you smoke?" Harry's eyes grew wide and he shook his head rapidly pushing away Draco's offer. Draco smirked a bit and took another drag as he watched Harry
"How come you had a lighter then? You seem suspicious Potter." Harry chuckled a bit and looked at Draco. Draco blushed softly and blew out smoke causing Harry to cough
"You better get out of here we don't want the golden boy getting sick do we?" Draco said smirking softly and Harry leaned back
"Eh I'm here to get away from the eyeballs anyway might as well get sick," Harry said and Draco laughed holding the cigarette between his fingers staring at it
"I'm sitting next to Harry Potter. He seems out of it. I wonder why he had the lighter?"
"I can see your mind whirling ya know." Harry laughed and Dracos cheeks turned pink as he took another drag from the drug and threw it on the ground stepping on it then letting the smoke whirl out of his lips in a soft exhale
"Can you now?" Draco finally said and Harry smiled
"You wanna know why I had the lighter right? You asked me but I didn't answer." Harry smiled crossing his arms
"After that day you got mad about the paper. I turned back to see if you were okay. And I saw you smoking. It caught me by surprise." Harry said looking at Draco who sat awkwardly
"Anyway. After that, I tried it. You know, smoking. I couldn't work up the will to do it" Harry laughed softly and Draco watched his eyes dancing with curiosity
"I kept the lighter in my pocket unknowingly I saw how my housemates threw food at you. Sorry about that by the way. I yelled at them for it and people started staring at me so I left and I thought maybe I should try smoking and then I saw you and well I just didn't want to anymore." Harry said his eyes closed and Draco bit his lip.
"Wanna try?" Draco said Harry's eyes opened he smirked awkwardly
"No offense but the smoke you were exhaling was killing me enough," Harry said scrunching up his nose. Draco laughed and leaned back giggling softly Harry watched him with a smile.
"Well if you ever want to try I can always help out. Besides you aren't supposed to try it by yourself." Harry blushes and looked away as Draco smiled
"I knew that," Harry said defensively. Dracos eyes scanned Harry until he got to his face he reached up and held Harry's head in his hands and he stared at him
Harry's cheeks went bright red as Draco's grey eyes scanned his face. And then suddenly he smiled
"You aren't wearing glasses," Draco said and Harry pulled away. Cheeks pink and stomach filled with butterfly's
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Dear diary. I mean journal! (A drarry fic)
FanfictionDraco felt embarrassed that he has to write in a stupid book about his emotions even more so that he was always writing about Harry Potter. Even though he always writes that he hates Harry. He knows in his heart that he's lying to himself with ev...
