Draco hadn't spoken to Harry ever since his mother's visit he just ate what Harry brought him and took the medicine he needed to
"Hey Draco I got you a peanut butter and jelly sandwich today" Harry said softly placing a plate down next to Draco who was staring at the wall lost in thought
"Nothing to say today either huh?" Harry sighed and stretched
"It's okay take your time the enemies to fake lovers arch is pretty hard to get a grasp on" Harry laughed dryly looking at Dracos sunken eyes. He had eyebags darker than ever but he spent all day in bed Harry couldn't fathom how or even why Draco was in this state
"Hey how's your chest feelings?" Harry asked as draco leaned over snd took the sand which from the plate Harry had put down
"Fine" he said before eating the sandwich slowly Harry smiled at the response and shuffled towards Draco making the other boy jump in surprise. Draco watched as Harry placed a hand in his chest
and waited
"What are you doing?" Draco finally asked it felt odd to talk to Harry again it had been a few days and he was in fact doing better his chest had been healing wonderfully although many investigators came to ask him who attacked him he would say no one and that it was a simple mistake between a few quarreling students
Which no one believed
"Hey I'll be back I need to get your medicine from the bathroom cabinet" Harry smiled and walked to the bathroom that was connected to Dracos room. Draco reached over and held the letter his mother had given to him
To Narcisa Malfoy,
We are surprised that a young wizard of your sons stature would ever do this! We are absolutely outraged our young Astoria is heart broken!!! Because you have clearly violated the contract between the marriage of our children we will not defend Mr. Malfoy any longer we in fact want to set a trial where his execution should be debated once more.
I hope you try to convince your son of halting this game for your sake and your husbands.
From, the GreenGrass home
Draco shook
It was his fault
His father would die because of him his mother would mourn and feel more pain then she had to because of HIM
Harry walked out with the medication and sat in the bed
"What's that?" He asked Dracos head shot up and he hid the letter under his blanket
"None of your business!" He spat. Harry frowned and handed Draco the medication standing up
"I've got potions I'll see you later" he said lying through his teeth grabbing his satchel and walking out. Draco but his lip and looked at the empty box of cigarettes. He sighed loudly and reached over to the box and opened it pulling the box to his nose and taking a deep breath of the after smell of nicotine he placed the box back on the nightstand and took out his journal
Dear journal,
I don't know what to do with myself. My plan is only hurting more people than helping. Because I'm so selfish father might be executed ,Astoria will rant on about how I broke her heart, mother will never recover from a heart break like that, and Harry.
Potter is trying to talk to me. Why won't he understand that I need to push him away? I can't hurt anymore people. I need to stage a public breakup that way he won't be dragged along with this and be forced to hang out with me anymore. I'll find a different way to get out of this I can't keep dragging ha- Potter down with me.
After that I'll find a way to save father.
Thanks for listening
Draco
Draco stared at the door tapping his finger in an inpatient manner
He recalled the conversation he and his mother had and that day and felt a knot in his throat
"Draco. I know what you're trying to do with Harry. As your mother I appreciate you trying to work through your feelings but..." Narcisa leaned back in her chair and Draco fiddled with his fingers feeling his heart beat
"What you're doing is selfish." Draco looked up at his mother with teary eyes
"I know"
Draco jumped out of the memory at a sudden knock on his door he sighed heavily and yelled out to let them come in
"Hey dray!" Pansy smiled walking with Blaise right behind her
"Hey guys! Did you think I was dead or something? This is the first time you've come to visit?" Draco said playfully as Pansy draped herself on his bed
"Oh don't be that way we didn't want to ruin your alone time with Potter" Pansy giggled
"Yeah we didn't wanna walk in on you two getting it down" Blaise added on causing both of them to roll around in uncontrollable laughter when they saw Draco's beet red face
"Well you guys don't have to worry about that anymore" Draco scoffed taking a deep breath in
"I'm gonna stage a breakup in a public place" Draco said feeling the knot in his throat get bigger
"What?" The trio turned to the door where Harry stood with his satchel And watery eyes
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Dear diary. I mean journal! (A drarry fic)
FanfictionDraco felt embarrassed that he has to write in a stupid book about his emotions even more so that he was always writing about Harry Potter. Even though he always writes that he hates Harry. He knows in his heart that he's lying to himself with ev...
