New Day : Heartstrings Book2 (GOT7 Fanfic)

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The stars led me to Mark. My heart led me to Youngjae. But BamBam led me to the other love of my life, food.

Thank you.

He brought me and my other members food in our practice studio while we were practicing, reasoning that we were working too hard and we should relax a bit.

But after practice, he asked Jinwoon if he could take me out. Again. But since it's Jinwoon and it was BamBam, it was a yes. It was weird how Jinwoon could never say no to BamBam...

"I miss Jin..." he suddenly said, sighing.
"You love her?"
"What kind of question is that?"
"She left just three days and you miss her already..."
"She's my friend, Aera."
"And your 'wife',"
"Stop that..."

I was silent and looked at the sky.

The stars who had answered me two nights ago, telling me to choose Mark.

"Will you really choose Mark?"
"That's what the stars told me,"
"Are you seriously going to listen to stars? They don't even talk!"
"Jin said they helped! And they do!"

He looked at me.

"Are you joking?"
"No, I'm serious!"
"Choosing Mark because of stars. Isn't that just like choosing him out of pity?"

I bit my lip.

"It's different, BamBam. It's very different,"

I walked faster, my head lowered.

"Yah!" he followed me, his hand on my shoulder. "Just because it helped Jin doesn't mean it'll help you, either,"
"Would you want to see Mark break down?"
"No, but I don't want to see Youngjae like that, either,"
"Mark has something Youngjae doesn't and that's why I'm going with Mark,"
"What? He's older? More experienced?"
"What the hell are you talking about? That doesn't make any sense! Why would I care if he's older? They're different people!"
"But you love Youngjae,"

Love

That word...

I don't even know it anymore.

"We're always fighting, BamBam. About this exact same thing."
"I'm trying to help you!"
"If you were trying to help, then you would trust me and let me choose Mark!"
"What's Youngjae, then? What is he to you? Are you just playing with him? Thinking you can break his heart like you did to Mark?"
"Oh god, BamBam! I hate you! I'm not trying to break anyone's heart! I'm not that kind of person!"
"Then what are you doing to Youngjae? You took him for granted! Do you even know how happy he is when he talks about you? I never saw him that happy in the years I've known him!"

I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself.

"I never wanted to hurt Choi Youngjae. I do love him-"
"Then why will you listen to the stars? Why not listen to your heart?"
"I have my reasons,"
"Reasons," he scoffed and rolled his eyes. "I can't believe you,"

I raised my eyebrows.

"Kunpimook Bhuwakul,"
"You love Youngjae. Choose him."
"Stars told me to choose Mark."
"They're just stars, the f-"
"Don't you dare curse!"
"How can you listen to stars? They're stars! Listen to real people! Not stars!"

I could he was seriously frustrated. It's not that hard to tell.

"I listened to Jin, and she told me to talk to the stars. And I did. And the stars answered me. I'm going to listen to the stars,"

He pressed his lips together.

"Jin told me she talked to the stars about you, and they told her not to give up. And look at you guys now. Do you think I'm going to ignore the stars now? All I want is a sweet relationship, a life without problems. I shouldn't even have these problems! I came to JYP for a dream, not to meet you guys! Not to have my life ruined by problems that you guys caused!"
"So you're blaming us now?"