𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 | 𝐯𝐨𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞

Seungri's Scandal

[A/N] ok, this chapter is about seungri's scandal so i have tried to be careful as i can and you can also see i roasted dispatch and korean media outlets in general because they suck. please refrain from spreading hate comments of seungri in my comments section because it might upset others. 

alright, i changed it bc i didn't like how i did previously. and yes. i am going to release as second part to it. listen, if you don't like seungri then that's fine and if you don't like this updated version of this chapter then that's ok too bc you all have different opinions surrounding different things.

this... was always the way i wanted to talk about it but was too scared bc i didn't want to receive any hate. and i did write this chapter during the peak of his scandal so i had to be extra careful. no matter how hard i tried, i could never move on from seungri as my bias in bigbang. my first ever ultimate bias in k-pop. i just couldn't... no matter how hard i tried. he will forever be my first bias and hold a dear spot in my heart. 

and even though he's no longer part of bigbang, he'll forever be in my eyes. i love him and will continue to do so. if you don't like what i've said then that's ok but please keep it to yourself. 

sorry for my rant but this is how i feel. and please support bigbang's comeback on 5/04/2022. i love you all, thank you !

[updated ver: might be in two parts idk]

I stare at my TV in absolute horror. No... this can't be true. It's fake, Seungri would never participate in something like this. This isn't him at all. 

Despite blinking, pinching myself and even slapping myself, the words on the TV screen don't fade nor do I wake up in bed, out of breath. This isn't fake at all. This is all real and I can't listen anymore and practically speed to the YG building, bursting into Do-Hyeon's office. He doesn't look much better. 

"What's going on with Seungri?" I demand and he closes the door, offering me seat. "Please sit, Hana. It'll take a while." he says and I nod. 

Do-Hyeon turns his computer around, showing the numerous articles which state Seungri is involved in habitual overseas gambling, sexual bribery, drug use and a sexual assault case which happened at the nightclub, The Burning Sun. It takes everything in me to not faint but I take a minute to compose myself, tears cascading down my face. 

"It has been discovered that Seungri was part of a groupchat where sex videos of women were shared. The women in the videos that were being shared had no idea this was happening. He is currently participating in police investigations." Do-Hyeon explained. "I need to see him." I state.

Do-Hyeon nods, "Alright but be careful. The media's fiestier than ever. Also, take Manager Yoon with you." I leave with Manager Yoon right behind me, "To the police station please." I order and she drives off, the entire ride is silent. I have a lot on my mind right now and a lot of questions that need answers. 

Guided inside, I am escorted to Seungri's cell and step inside. "Please leave us alone. I want to talk with him privately." I put an emphasize on 'privately' and they nod, leaving us alone. The tension was thick and I sit in front of him, staring at him with glassy eyes.

"Hana..." he barely utters, too ashamed to look me in the eyes.

I sigh, "Oppa, is it true?" he doesn't respond, sniffling quietly. "Seungri-ssi, please answer me. I... need to know." I whisper, holding his hand gently. He composes himself, looking down then looking at me, his big panda eyes brimming with tears. 

"No it isn't. I would never do something like that. You know that, right? Please believe me, I would never participate in something like this." he begs, on the verge of a breakdown. 

"What about the groupchat?" I ask softly, rubbing his hand comfortingly. 

"I didn't participate in it. They're just fabricating everything." he responds and I wrap him tightly in a hug, unable to control my tears anymore. 

We just stay like that, enjoying each other's embrace. "I'm so sorry Hana. I'm so sorry." he mumbles over and over again. "Because of me, you have to carry such a big burden now. You have to deal with my mess alone and I'll never forgive myself for it. I'm so sorry." he apologises. 

He's now on his knees, apologizing over and over. Like how T.O.P is when he's drunk. I stare at him through my tears, "Oppa, please get up." I say, helping him up and sigh. "What am I going to tell the others?"

"I will leave the band and the entertainment industry." he declares and my eyes widen in pure shock. 

"No, Seungri. We don't know everything yet." I say. 

"I'll just bring you guys down and once the fans hear about it, they won't want me anymore. I can't ruin anything more for you guys." he whispers and I just hug him tightly, a new batch of tears emerging. 

I eventually need to leave, "I will come back, okay? Please stay strong." he nods and I walk out, thanking the police and dashi run to my car. Manager Yoon drives us home, I just throw my head back in utter disbelief,  "Can you organize dinner tonight? I just don't have it in me." I request and Manager Yoon nods. 

"I know it's going to be tough but I know you can get through this. We can ALL get through this." Manager Yoon suddenly speaks up as I look at her, "I know you're trying to look on the positive side but right... it's rather hard." 

Looking out my window, I know the next few months are going to be the toughest but I know there's going to be a silver lining once everything settles. I stare at Manager Yoon, smiling, "At least you'll be here with me, right? And Do-Hyeon." 

"Of course! What kind of Manager would I be if I just abandoned you?!" she remarks and I giggle. 

"So I'll order some dinner because we have a lot to discuss regarding your schedule and work. Buckle up, Hana. It's about to get real crazy."