Beyond Death

EP 25

Seeing Lan Wangji widened his eyes in the dark,opened his mouth but couldn't speak,Wei Wuxian only pursed his lips and smiled.He said in a very low voice:"You keep me stay, I'm not worried,What are you afraid of? "These words just hit Lan Wangji's mind that has not yet recovered the consciousness.Wei Wuxian walked towards the couch slowly.He threw off his boots and rolled onto the couch,Turned over again, and laid with his clothes dressed on,Put hands neatly on the abdomen,he seemed to close his eyes immediately.Lan Wangji's mind was full of the lingering meaningOf "sleeping together".Since the reunion with Wei Wuxian,There were all kinds of accidents,even that Wei Wuxian bit himself like crazy.But now he dared not to face with that they sleep on the same couch.Lan Wangji dumbly walked to the couch,Stood for a while,Still undecided whether to sleep or sit all night.The hesitating was like a slightly smoked incense,Not strong, but sticky,Stained with hair, skin and clothes,covered his whole body,Could't shake off, could't break free,Overflowing eyes, ears, nose and mouth, there was nowhere to escape.Lan Wangji sat on the edge of the couch as if appointed,Finally clenched his fists and let go,After a long time, he finally laid down,Put himself in the same sleeping position as Wei Wuxian,Closed his eyes tightly.Both werre rare slender people,They laid side by side on the couch,Which would had seemed crowded,But Lan Wangji hung half of his body outside,Leaving a foot wide between them.However, although Wei Wuxian could not be seen,The other four senses were becoming more sensitive,Wei Wuxian's gentle breath brought some warm air,He didn't know if the smell of stale wineWas from his body or his clothes,Floating over in waves,The regular breathing sounds were like gasping close to his ears,Lan Wangji even felt that if his fingers flicked in air,He would immediately touch the white and soft skin of Wei Wuxian's neck.This terribly itchy feeling made Lan Wangji hot and uneasy.He had to read clan rules silently in the heart,He hadn't read a few words,Wei Wuxian sighed like a whisper near his ear:"Lan Zhan, you'd better sleep on the ground.Your clan rule says: Don't sleep in an indecent posture.You sleep like this,If you turn over and roll down in the dream,Will you break the ban? "That voice was too soft to the bone,Lan Wangji's heart beated wildly,He could not help but open eyes and looked at Wei Wuxian's face.Wei Wuxian did not open his eyes, nor approached him,His face was as calm as usual and his body was motionless,Lan Wangji didn't know how that sound came out.But he couldn't move his eyesafter that glance,Wei Wuxian's profile was perfect,He closed eyes which was like water and peach blossoms,The smart eyesight could not be seen,But the thick and long eyelashes quietly covering the nose.Lan Wangji took a lot of effort to withdraw his gaze.Closed his eyes again,Did not answer Wei Wuxian's words,Did not move, continued to recite the clan rules in the heart.When he became calm and peaceful and was about to fall asleep,Unexpectedly, he heard Wei Wuxian's chuckles again.This time the laugh was short and brisk,Like a drum beating on the tip of his heart,He directly missed heartbeat of several times.Wei Wuxian finished laughing, as if he was far from satisfied.Again whispered in a soft and magnetic voice:"Lan Zhan, Lan Zhan, I won't do anything to you,You don't have to guard me like this. "Lan Wangji held his breath,Feel something was wrong,Isn't it that you should guard me?The implied meaning in this sentence was a little bit beyond his knowing.Lan Wangji had to open his eyes again.Looking at Wei Wuxian again.But Wei Wuxian still had calm look,He didn't even move his fingers, then he stopped talking.Lan Wangji looked back at the top of the tent,Interpretating word by wordthe specious meaning in Wei Wuxian's words."I won't do anything to you",When they were trapped together at the bottom of the Xuanwu Cave, Wei Ying said these words many years ago,At that time, there was another sentence "I don't like men",Lan Wangji was so angry that he almost vomited blood again.But later, he obviously had Jiang Liu...Now there was no such sentence "I don't like men",Did it confirm the relationship between them?Wei Ying, Wei Ying, do you trust me,Or do you deliberately let me retreat?Since you had clearly rejected me, why did you...After imagine much,Lan Wangji still couldn't make clear,His chest seemed to be stuffed with cotton, stuffy very much,He had to make up his mind.Protect Wei WuXian wholeheartedly to a safe place,If he wanted to meet that person,Just found out a way to send him.Since it was decided, it was useless to think more,And tomorrow, no one knew what would happen,he had to take rest, and finally fell asleep.In the morning, Lan Wangji woke up on time.He opened eyes and suddenly saw a pair of dark eyesWinking at himself.And... Wei Wuxian's face hung less than a foot above him.His body suddenly tilted and fell off the couch.Originally half of his body was suspended for a whole night without moving a bit,At this time, it fell solidly,Wei Wuxian trembled with laughing.If it weren't for worrying about the loudness, he had to cover his mouth,At this time, he had already rolled on the couch.Lan Wangji stood up without changing his face.Without even looking at Wei Wuxian,He put on boots and tidy up the messy underwear.Get ready to dress and tie the hair.Wei Wuxian laughed enough, sat on the couch and looked at him.From time to time, he shook his body and sneered silently.Lan Wangji felt a little annoyed,He ignored him, and his expression became colder.Suddenly Wei Wuxian yelled softly, and then said:"Lan Zhan, wait a minute, what's wrong with you here?"Before the voice fell, he jumped to Lan Wangji's side,One hand grabbed his collar.The collar of the underwear was pulled by Wei Wuxian,Lan Wangji's hands combing and knotting the belt could only stop.He didn't look back, but asked gently, "What's the matter?""You have... tooth marks on your neck?"Wei Wuxian couldn't hide his surprise,The sould came next to Lan Wangji's neck.Wei Wuxian leaned closer unbelievably .Looked carefully several times.Lan Wangji was stunned.Wei Wuxian bit him in the craziness at the night before.He forgot to take medicine,It was accidentally exposed when he was tidying up clothes today,He didn't want Wei Wuxian to know,But at this time, he couldn't think of a reasonable explanation.Wei Wuxian turned to Lan Wangji's front,The hand was still holding his collar,Both eyes widened and stared at Lan Wangji's face.With an incredible look: "You went to a private meeting...That little girl Ruolan? She bit?Well...well...her mouth is not small! "Lan Wangji almost laughed with anger.He had to answer: "Don't talk nonsense."Quietly, he pulled the collar out of Wei Wuxian's hand.Tuck it carefully to cover the impression,Looked down and watched the belt twist into a knot with his fingertips.He raised his head, facing Wei Wuxiandark eyes filled with curiosity."Lan Zhan, how did you do this?"Wei Wuxian refused to let him go, wanted to make it clear.After all, this ambiguous mark appeared on Lan Wang's body,It was simply outrageous.Lan Wangji's eyes stayed on Wei Wuxian's face for a while.Said: "Do you really want to know?"Seeing Wei Wuxian's brows stretched,Nodding the head like pounding rice,He sighed in the heart,Said: "You bit it."Wei Wuxian was about to pursed the corners of his mouth to make a mockery.It immediately froze into an awkward arc,One could just put an egg in his throat,The eyes were getting bigger and bigger,They were so big that he had to blink for a few moments to stop tears,But his eyes were blurry,Did not see anything.Lan Wangji sighed again in his heart.For Wei Wuxian,The unpleasant memories would eventually be recalled.But Wei Wuxian didn't recall.He remained extremely shocked for a long time.Without any other expressions or actions,After standing there for a while, his eyes finally returned to Lan Wangji's face.He asked: "When?"Lan Wangji gently gave an overview of the night before.The voice was gentle, tried to make the whole process less embarrassing.Wei Wuxian's face became paler as he listened.Finally, he held his forehead with his hands and shook his head again and again,The eyes looking at Lan Wangji seemed to be full of guilt and sadness,He said sadly: "Did it hurt?Really... I'm sorry, I really don't remember. "Lan Wangji said lightly and firmly: "It's okay,You had no intention at the time, so you don't have to say sorry. ""Ah, but after all, I didn't control myself.I hurt you by mistake. "There was exhaustion in his voice, and loss of losing control.Wei Wuxian lowered his head and walked slowly back to the couch.Sat down slowly and put on boots,The expression on his face could not tell any emotions,Lan Wangji looked at him and felt tight in the heart."Wei Ying..." the words came out,But he couldn't find the right words to continue,There was another silence,Lan Wangji even felt that let Wei Wuxian misundertand that he was bitten by others.It was better than that let him know that he bit him.His body and spirit had been destroyed for three years, and finally returned,But he would lose control and lose the soul,It's not easy to be accepted for anyone.Moreover, Wei Wuxian's burden was too heavy in his previous life."Ah, it's okay." Wei Wuxian, who Lan Wangji appreciated,He could alway face with anythingno matter how big it was with a smile."Lan Zhan, I'm fine."A familiar smile unfolded,The room was full of spring again.

Writer: Shenfen(China), https://shenfen283.lofter.com/
Translator: Chou Langshi, for more stories and comics, please visit https://www.patreon.com/wangxianlove