Her Revenge✓

12 : I lost hope

"I hated many things. I hate myself for changing myself so thought to change myself completely. Don't worry this coffee will not ruin me as I am totally destroyed", he said and left from there leaving Shehnaaz with tears

Shehnaaz pov

How can I hope him to behave normal with me when I myself broke him till no extend. He is changed now he is more arrogant, and cold than before. That time I was able to understand him. I was able to handle him but don't know why I can't do same now

Tears started flowing from my eyes when I remembered that I have no-one left in my life. My own brother and husband hates me. I am a badluck I think.... I think I should die as no-one need me

I wiped my tears but like my fate even my tears betrayed me. They started flowing more. I looked towards his cabin once and climbed stairs . I have lost my confidence now. For whom I should live?

With these thoughts I came on corner. Death is just near ne but I want to remember ever damn thing with him. My best time with him who is my love

I know I never accepted that time but I loved him. I love him still. I will love him forever. I remembered my old time when I used to behave like a child and he used to correct me with a smile how he used to hug me from behind whenever I was angry.

How he kept fast for me but I didn't. How can I when I don't believe in those? I think that was my worst mistake but.... My thinking was like that only

And first night.... Where I asked him to manage and he being gem agreed so easily. I was really impressed with you Sidharth that day. I really was but I was not ready for all that.... I needed time where we both lacked.

Whenever I noticed you with another girl my blood boiled unknowingly I was jealous but ego... I went on hurting you and taunting you

I feel shame on myself now how can I Sidharth

Flashback start

Remember from Shehnaaz pov

Sidharth was talking with a girl in garden. Sidnaaz came there for enjoying but here he was talking with her and laughing with eachother. When Shehnaaz came he Introduced her

"Shehnaaz she is Aliza my college friend and Aliza she is Shehnaaz my lovely wife", introduced Sidharth but that time Shehnaaz was in so much jealousy mode that she failed to notice that he called her lovely wife

"Hii", called Aliza but Shehnaaz glared Sidharth and then passed a fake smile towards her . She don't know anything just one thing that he is her husband

"Umm don't you have any other work rather than talking with someone's husband?", Asked Shehnaaz angrily

"Umm I'm sorry for inconvenience but to be honest I was just talking normally and I do have other works bye", said Aliza and left from there

"What was that hmm?", Asked Sidharth and pulled Shehnaaz towards his chest and holded her waist tightly.

"Nothing. What were you doing with that girl? Did you forgot that you are married?", Asked Shehnaaz angrily. She pushed Sidharth with full force who was about to kiss her cheeks. She could see from his face he was startled but she was angry...a way too much

"Shehnaaz...", He tried explaining from his point of view when Shehnaaz cut him off in middle

"Stop it just stop it. If you want to enjoy with others them go and find an isolated place not public", shouted Shehnaaz in jealously. Sidharth holded her arm tightly and dragged her towards car. He pinned her there and said

"Are you serious?how can you blame me like that?", He asked angrily

"I can when I know how buisnessman are. Just cheap and... Playboy's who just know how to play with someone's feelings", said Shehnaaz with tears. Sidharth left her and sat Inside car without explanation

Flashback end

Shehnaaz pov (continues)

How can I fail to notice your tears that day? . I just accused you without thinking twice. You deserved explanation but... I was a fool who thought that you didn't answered back because you were caught red handed

I know I am a fool I am idiot I hate myself..

I still remember our moments.. how much you loved me that... You have every success credit to me

Flashback

"Sana.... Yyyy I got the deal and now because of this I will become topmost buisnessman in the world", he shouted and hugged Shehnaaz. Shehnaaz wrapped her hands around his shoulders and smiled but from inside she wanted her brother in this side

"Why I am happy with his success?", Asked Shehnaaz from herself in mind

"Congratulations", she greeted him. Sidharth smiled and kissed her forehead. Shehnaaz closed her eyes feeling peace

"Everything because of you. I love you", he confessed. Shehnaaz blushed and her cheeks turned red hearing his sweet confession

"It's because of yourself", said Shehnaaz. Sidharth shooked his head and pulled her in hug again with a never ending smile

Flashback end

I regret for thinking that you don't deserve success. You were best thing happened to me...

And bhai... How can you forget your sister.. how can you hate me... I want to hug you guys but you... I can't bear this ignorance

I looked down. I sighed luckily no-one is there that mean I can die peacefully. This is not what I wanted but this was left now as I lost everything I had. Hope they will miss me and forgive me

A tear drop again fall from my eyes making me realise that what mistakes I did in past. I was about to jump when someone pulled me down. I looked at the hold but before I can see that person shouted