10 : his pain

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"Please beta for me. Hire her and let her live here for me", pleaded Rita

Sidharth sighed seeing his mother pleading for her

"Fine. Till divorce", he said and started working on laptop again without saying anything which he usually do whenever he is angry

"Just wait and watch Shehnaaz. I will not let you win this time", he thought and smirked and noticed her coming inside room with slow steps. He remembered how she behaved like this for first time which was just a part of her drama atleast for him now

Flashback

Shehnaaz entered in their room with slow steps . Her face looked a bit disturbed because she need to live with him here but her heart was paining badly with the thought of giving him sleeping pills... Which she kept on table but she don't know how to give him. His eyes always make her weak

"Hiee come and sit here baby",he called her and stood up from his bed to hold her soft hands in his. Shehnaaz looked at him with and then removed her hands from his hold

"Yes I will sit", she said and looked down as she was not having guts to deny. Sidharth noticed her worry lines and asked

"Are you fine?", He asked in his sweet voice to which Shehnaaz nodded and removed heavy jewellery from her neck first.

"Umm are you comfortable? It's ok if you are not", whispered Sidharth and moved towards cupboard to take his clothes. After taking his night dress he sat near her and holded her hands, Shehnaaz tried to remove her hands when he himself left her hands

"I got my answer don't worry. I am going to change even you can do that. If you need my help in removing jwellery and these pins I can help",he said and pointed his finger towards her hair pins

"Hmm you can g..go",she whispered and wiped her fresh tears which he thought that were due to fear wheras she cried because she is married now which she thought will never .. atleast not with him but destiny plays

From corner of heart she loved the way he gave her time and space but ego was far bigger then her heart . She heard knock which caught her attention and she looked towards Sidharth who came after changing

"Good night", wished Sidharth back with a smile which he started giving once he fall in love with this silly girl.  He took pillow and blanket to go towards couch when Shehnaaz called him

"Why are you leaving?",she asked with concern which automatically came thinking that how his back ache when he don't sleep comfortably. His mother told her once

"You are not comfortable so..",he said and placed pillow on couch

"I didn't ask you to leave. It's fine I can manage. You should sleep on your bed which is big enough for 5 people and here we are just 2", whispered Shehnaaz without breaking eyelock

"Ok then ",he said and they both slept there

Flashback end

"I am...", Shehnaaz tried asking forgiveness again when Sidharth showed his hand. He noticed her watery eyes which pained him but what about his pain?

He masked cold face and left room as he can't deal with her today... When he remembered how nicely they behaved on first night. Taking next step is not important always which he knew but he thought she was happy with this marriage but no

"God... Why I believed ger words that was trap not her care. That day she.... Did't let me touch her because she hated me... Not because she was afraid of nect step.... I thought she asked me to accompany her because she wanted to give this marriage a chance but noo... Damnnn she was faking",he said and throwed whatever came in front . He started throwing everything from table and sat down with thud

"Why she did that?",he asked himself with tears
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Here Shehnaaz started crying because she always choosed her stupid ego and revenge but not heart. In result she is left alone in this world... Her dear brother also hates her just because of one mistake... Or maybe a grave mistake

She remembered how he gave her respect in this marriage but there being fool she made fun of his feelings. Not publically but she broke his hopes many times when they were alone. But now her regret can't do anything when she herself destroyed thier married life

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Taking a long breath Sidharth gathered courage and started working on laptop he called his bodyguard to clean this room . His heart still beats for her but he can't trust her again. She broke his trust ... She was the only one whom he told about his secret deals, his favourite dishes, his favourite colour, his favourite place and especially his secret place which no-one knows than her

Sidharth who was working like a robot noticed time which showed 3: 00 AM

He closed his laptop and moved out of  study room. As he opened door he saw her sleeping in an uncomfortable position. Whatever may happen he can't forget she is his love... He just want to seperate their ways because he can't trust her again

If someone breaks your trust, it's difficult to trust that person again

Even if we start trusting that person but a part of us will fear about consequences.

He don't hate her but don't love her either. His love died when she fought with him and leaked his office information

"Just ignore her Sidharth",he whispered to himself and picked her in his arms. He helped her to sleep comfortably and left mansion after covering her with quilt

He came out of his mansion. His eyes were having dark circles because of lack in his sleep. He was unable to sleep properly. He is now heartless buisnessman who don't trust anyone now. Not even his old trusted employee. He don't think before insulting anyone as he thinks that insulting is far better than getting close to those who don't deserve your love

He wiped his tears and started driving but he was weak to drive because of continuous work and hunger. He parked his car somewhere he don't know and set alarm at 5

He pulled child lock in his car and slept there. He was not having any energy to do anything after meeting her
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I'm sorry for late update

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