Chapter 3

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I woke from my nap and checked the time it's was 3:18 A.M. I had a few texts from my mom saying they will be gone for another month, well that's just great I feel like I haven't seen them in years when they are here it's not for very long. I had a text from Jack well of course, I looked at it and it said *we are going to talk about everything, im picking u up in the a.m. and we're going to ihop so be ready by 7:00* I read aloud to myself. Why does he always do this I swear he's bipolar one minute he's all mad and jealous then the next he's freaking nice and a gentlemen I didn't even know he could be. I just went on my social media to kill time since I was obviously not sleepy, and noticed Madison's Instagram bio said "single Hmu😉😘" and then I decided to Check jacks and his just said "single, but not available". I wondered what did he mean by that,was it about me, was it meant for another girl, or just no one in general and he's not looking for a relationship. I looked at the time and seen it was already 5:50 and I should get ready for the worst time of my life.
(Skipping shower & makeup)
I through on a red sweater and some random jeans with my black nikes. When I was finished it was 6:45. I heard the doorbell ring from the kitchen, I decided to grab a bottle of water and carry it on the way. I opened the door with no emotion in my face, he smiled at me and I just walked outside ignoring him completely getting into his truck. He got in and turned to me not even turning the truck on,"what did I do Cheyenne, please freaking tell me?!" He asked above a whisper. I was about to get out before he locked the doors on me, I faced him and scoffed then turning my head out the window crossing my arms over my chest. I wasn't going to answer to a question where the answer was so obvious, he must be stupid to the point he doesn't know what he did. How could anyone forget that moment! He finally started the truck and backed out of the drive way, the whole ride was just an awkward silence. We didn't even go to ihop he took me to a freaking cliff. "Here he goes he'll probably beat the shit out of me or rape me no telling" I thought. "I'm not going to do that chey, why would you think so low of me like that?" He stated, oh shit thinking out loud once again. "Well maybe cause your such a douche and disgusting!" I yelled at him annoyed at all of his questions. Before I knew it he smashed his lips onto mine, I once again felt that same spark from when this first happened. I didn't even react I just pushed him off of me and wiped my lips with the sleeve of my sweater. And jumped out of his truck walking to the edge of the cliff. I sat down letting my feet dangle over the edge swinging them back and forth looking out at the city of California. Jack decided to join me and sit next to me. "I want you to know I seriously broke up with madison this time, for another girl." He said nervously, I looked at him confused "why?" i questioned "because there's just one special girl I have my eye on and it not madison but the girl I think I love hates me and wants nothing to do with me!" He said sadly looking down at his lap. "Who is she?" I nudged his arm smirking having no clue who it is. He waited about a minute before answering "it's you". I just sat there looking at him very confused, like seriously why me he hurt me the first time I can't let him do it again I know how much heartbreak would come and I don't want that at all and I know him, letting him in would be an open access for that to happen. "Say something please" he said getting me out of my cluttered mind. "I don't know jack, knowing you and your players ways I'll get hurt and heartbroken and I don't want that to be how it is." I said truthfully. "Cheyenne im willing to change just for you, because whenever I'm with you I feel different and when we kiss I feel all giddy and happy like I've never felt before, your the only girl I want in my life and forever, just please give me one chance to show you I can be what you want!" He begged on his knees already holding my small hands in his big ones. "1 chance that's all you get, but fuck it up and bye bye forever"i told him feeling something telling me there won't be only one chance. He jumped up to his feet and kissed me passionately his lips so soft, I smiled into the kiss I leaned my head back laughing but not to hard. His hands on my waists making my back bend. I'll admit this felt perfect but something keeps telling me I shouldn't have told him anything. he walked back to his truck so I stood looking at the gorgeous view. I turned around to see Jack holding a whole bunch of roses. He walked to me and said "Cheyenne will you be my girlfriend?" I nodded my head yes and hugged him still holding my roses. My mind telling me this isn't a good idea at all but I just shrugged it off and living in this moment while it last. Him always angry there won't be many moments like this.

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