The day I thought dying is a shortcut [COMPLETED]

Chapter 7

Chapter 07

Crymsin's POV

       “So...Jaze? Got someone that you like?” I asked as he shook his head hesitantly.

       “You aren't sure huh?” I asked as he shook his head again. “Better tell 'em before it's too late. If you don't you'll end up regretting it all without even trying,” I mumbled seriously, stuffing my mouth with the food I just bought.

       [“Even if I try, It'll always be no, since there's no way in hell that it'll be allowed by anyone,”] He mumbled smiling. Everyone might believe his smile but not me. I giggled at him.

        “You know Jackson and I are like brothers and sisters since we came there. We we're like a stray cats finding home but then your parents came on that rainy day. Jack was actually scared for me because I might experience my hundredth death. I've died many times and lived just like that. He was there...I would've die early if he didn't take me with him,” I mumbled drinking my soda.

        [“I know that. You we're nearly ice cold when dad and mom took you two. They saw you and Jackson, Jackson we're hugging you in the middle of the streets and trying to cover you. I was there. I saw how you two grow...”] He mumbled smiling as I was stunned. He looked as if he was talking about something important and something he treasures, he was special.

        “Confess when you still have time. It doesn't matter if the person will reject you—just confess. At least the person knows,” I mumbled smiling. “It's kinda cold here, it's night and this ship is air conditioned,” I mumbled seeing my hands tremble.

        [“I actually put a extra jacket in the bag of your food, on the bottom of it. You should put it on,”] He mumbled smiling at me making me nod.

        “I'll bring you here next time,” I mumbled smiling at him. Jaze's parents died in a car accident exactly three years after we we're taken to their house that's why his house became a sort of rental place. He needed money for him to live but...I am more than that. I could get money whenever I want so sometimes I give him pocket money.

         [“Nah, I might be a burden going there. I'm alright, I'll be happy if your here...it's enough,”] I smiled nodding. [“Oh Jesus! Jackson why the hell are you on the entrance glancing like that?”] I laughed seeing how he picks up the phone after he dropped it out of shock.

        [“Eavesdropping, so who's who?”] Jackson mumbled on the other line as I saw how Jaze's expression changed into a pale one. [“Did I scare you? Your pale?”] He asked as Jaze shook his head.

        “You two should sleep now. I'm hanging up,” I mumbled making Jaze turn to the phone again.

        [“Oh yeah, put on the jacket that I told you. Please come back safely,”] Jaze mumbled as I nodded.

        “Good night, sweet dreams. Don't wait for me, I'll take care. I love you two!” I mumbled hanging up. I didn't really wanna see their reactions since I know they'll over react about it.

       I continued eating until I came for the nachos. I ate it all cause I love it's cheese so much. Minutes later I heard my phone vibrated only to see a reply from the two. 'We love you too' from them.

       “Crymsin,” I unconsciously said huh as a response since I was focused in eating cheese. Right then when I drank my soda and saw the person's face, I choked.