I'm A Lil' ( a BTS Littles fic!)(ABANDONED)

Special chap - All I want is Love (needed for storyline!)

This is sort of an apology chap for the crappy one from yesterday , again written late but hopefully better :D
And yes this does contribute ti the storyline!

Third Person P. O. V
After the rest controversy and rumors were settled they started getting themselves out there again, and after the video was posted, they got interview offers left and right from people wanting to know more about it. As much as it was uncomfortable to talk about, they also wanted people to know that this was okay and hiding away from it wasn't exactly going to portray that. So they took on the interviews and started on doing fanmeetings again.

For a while, this was great, the interviewers were understanding and kind, they were the type to not pry on the idols too much and let them speak freely. The fanmeetings were great too, and they even had a rise in deaf fans, which is surprising seeing as though they are a music group. Well until one day they got booked on an interview show with an interviewer that was known to make idols feel uncomfortable to make their shows more interesting and then they play it off as a joke.

"Lets welcome BTS! " the interviewer said directing the cameras to face the group. They bowed a little and smiled the best they could.

" recently you all posted a video on mental health, correct? " they asked, smiling exaggeratedly to which the boys nodded.

"Now in this video, a lot of you talked about your struggles on mental health and specifically Jin talked about how the members made you insecure, why is so?" the boys exchanged looks at each other before Jin opened his mouth to speak.

"The boys here were and still are very talented, at the time I haven't found what I was talented in yet and it made me feel bad about myself. "

"So what you're saying is that you're blaming your members for your insecurities? " He smirks and leans closer to them, trying to trap and get reactions from him.

"No, not at all. I was insecure, but that was on me , the members had no knowledge of it and did nothing but try to make me feel at home. " Jin says in a seemingly cold tone. He feels so done with this interview and they've barely even started.

"Alright then... hm... Oh RM-ssi, you're the leader of this group, and so you are responsible for your member and their wellbeings, how its it that all your members have issues with their mental health? " before he even finished that question Jungkook's eyes flares and he had to physically restrain himself from lunging at the guy, the audacity.

"They are their own people, and they have their own thoughts, they are entitled to their feelings. I cannot force them to tell me everything, nor can i force them to get help. I try my best with what I have and they all know they can come to me if they have any problems. " the Interview doesn't seem pleased with the pretty solid answers of the members and his smile starts to fade slowly as his eyes darken.

"Jungkook-ssi. It says here that you struggle with you insecurities and you have anxiety whilst you are also called the golden maknae and are known to be very talented in most things. Are you really insecure or are you just trying to make your members feel worse " Jungkook scrunches up his eyebrows, and he starts to think. I mean he is talented in a lot of things and yeah he is the golden maknae. His hyung was insecure because of him, what does it mean to them to see him being insecure too.. He would feel more insecure? But that doesn't really make much sense either?

"I-" Jungkook is cut off.

"-many people also live a worse off life than you do, is it really not enough for you? " the interviewer feigns surprise and horror, the camera is pointed at the boys and the viewers can't see the large smirk on his face.

"Well-"

"Are you really insecure or are you just really ungrateful? " He says, more in a matter of fact tone than asking. Jungkook is visibly uncomfortable and is starting to actually feel quite anxious and panicky, he's genuinely thinking about it and he fidgets in his seat. His hyungs try to stray away from the subject and put the attention in them, but the interviewer seems to have found the jackpot he was looking for and tries to pry harder.