I'm A Lil' ( a BTS Littles fic!)(ABANDONED)

Chapter 50 [ It Hurts When I Smile]

^^ pic above is Tae's outfit later on.

Also I took longer than expected to update so here, enjoy a 6 page update 🙃

- after things calmed down -

Third Person P. O. V

Jin finished off his shooting, he was the last of them al and they were all going to go home. As Jin finished and walked into the waiting room, he picked Kookie up immediately and bounced him in his arms. Tae by now jade slipped back into big space, now playing with his phone and watching some youtube.

"Let's go home boys" Jin said already walking out the door. Joonie is just there, hands a little bit confused on who to hold. Everyone's hands were full.

He whimpered, grabbing the attention of Tae which holds the little's hand, quieting him down almost immediately. Joonie held on tightly to the older's hand, careful to not let go. They got in the van, Joonie crawling into Tae's lap, just wanting to be held and comforted. Tae indulged in the at the time, Younger and comforted him quietly, giving him those belly rubs that he always seemed to like and kisses that he always craved.

Joonie felt safe in Tae's touch, so much so that he didn't even realize that he was crying. Joonie felt almost... Defeated.. He still has problems with trusting Jin, because he's scared that he'll get hurt again, and he doesn't want to be so close because Jin was always smothering Kookie and it made him angry.

Just wanted Eomma..

Joonie thought about Jin, and his real biological mother. As you previously read.. He was abused as a child. The scars all over his body proves this. His mother was amazing uptil he was 3. Then, his parents got divorced.

His mother started drinking.... Almost never sober.. She was just... Not his mom anymore. She would beat him until his body was battered with bruises and he was in a pool of his own blood. She was Sick.

"EOMMA! 'TOP! HURTS! EOM-"

"It's all your fault. " she swang a knife at him, it barely grazed his arm. She growled, grabbing him by the neck, punching his stomach till he was heaving up loads of blood.

"I hate you" He blacked out.

And that was the last he heard of his mother, age 9.

Joonie dug his nails into Tae's back, breathing speeding up.

"Joonie? " Joonie started trembling

"Hey, Bud.. Hey, you're okay. You're safe... It's okay.. Hyung's here.... It's okay, calm down baby.... Take a deep breathe. " Joonie curled up and sobbed quietly unbeknownst to Jin. Who was sleeping as he held Kookie Closely to his chest.

-AT THE DORM CUZ AUTHORNIM CANT TAKE THE SADNESS-

Taehyung's P. O. V

As soon as we got out of the van, I carried Joonie and pulled Jay into his room. Jay's instincts kicked in, she immediately snatched Joonie from me. She bounced him in her arms whispering things into his ear.

"Scawy one" Joonie whimpered, Still quite distressed by the matter. Jay frowned,

"Haven't gotten that one in a long while, huh? " Joonie nodded, putting his head on Jay's Shoulder. I watched in awe as Joonie started to relax, Jay swiftly popped a paci in his mouth.

Letting him calm down even more from this whole ordeal.

"JoonBug, do you wanna go outside and play with TaeTae? "