I'm A Lil' ( a BTS Littles fic!)(ABANDONED)

84- An Itch you can't scratch. (Yoonie Part. 1)

Lmao Hi, Merry late Christmas, Happy New Year, I'm alive and sleep deprived🤪🤪
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Third Person P.O.V

It wasn't strange for Yoongi to not go into little space for long periods of time. He didn't quite need to as much as the others did, and that was okay with him. He had never had a problem with it, his stress had never been gone over the line. Whenever the littles slipped, he rarely got that tingly small feeling that the others got when another person slipped. He just always slipped on his own time, and it had always just come naturally to him.

Well until it didn't.

For the past 2 weeks Yoongi had just been stressed out of his mind. He had so much work to do and he was missing deadlines that he usually never misses, even with all the overtime he was doing at the studio. He just wasn't keeping up. Today was an especially bad day for him, and embarrassing too. Hoseok had found him on the floor of their building's bathroom having a panic attack. His fourth panic attack of the day actually.

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"Yoongi Hyung?" Hoseok had said, hearing his sons from outside. He curled into himself, hands shaking, feeling like absolute death.

" Hey Hey, hyungie you're alright, I'm here. I'm going to put my hand on your knee, is that okay?" Yoongi nodded lightly, still crying into himself.

"Hyung look at me, Yoongi Hyungie, Can you look me please?" Hoseok said, voice ever so sweet and calm. Yoongi had raised his head up hesitantly. His face was probably full of tears and snot, red and contorted.

"There you are, you're alright hyungie. Can you tell me 5 things you see Hyung?"

"I-uh-" Yoongi choked on a sob. Hoseok's comforting hand rubbed at his knee in soft circles.

"Take it slow Hyungie, just 5 things, you can do this."

"Y-you n' I- um-, T-the f-f-floor, m-my hand- I- uh- and- ah I don't know I don't know don't know, can't think, don't know, Hobi I-" Yoongi sobbed, his breathing got faster and faster.

"Hey, it's alright, hmm how about..." Hoseok took a few seconds to think to himself before his lips curled at the ends again.

"Hyungie I'm going to take you hand, alright? Will you be okay with that?" Yoongi nodded frantically. He feels his hand slowly being led somewhere, only stopping when it hits something warm. Hoseok had placed his hand on his own chest.

"Can you feel my heart Hyung?"

"Y-yes"

"Alright, now breathe with me hyung" Hoseok said with a smile. Yoongi closed his eyes to focus on the beating of Hoseok's heart, trying to sync his up with it. He should be able to do this, right?
He was a producer, beats are his thing. Technically speaking he should be a professional at this. He takes breathes in shakily. He feels like he could explode.

Hoseok lets Yoongi follow his breathing until he feels it is calm enough. He moves his hand to interlock with Yoongi's. Yoongi opened his eyes to meet Hoseok's, he could tell that the man was worried. Guilt ate him up from the inside. Hoseok took a few tissues and helped Yoongi clean his face, Yoongi still too stunned and embarrassed to move. Hoseok takes his hand then gestures to go outside with him- Yoongi obliges.

Hoseok takes him to his studio and sits him down on the couch.

"Wait here hyung, I'll get us some drinks"

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"Alright I'm back" Hoseok says as he hands a water bottle to Yoongi.