Third Person P. O. V
Namjoon took a choice when he agreed to cut BTS' month break by 2 weeks, but he knew it was for the best. The company was losing money, and fast, and as their only group, BTS had to keep BigHit afloat. The others however weren't happy at all ,as you would imagine they started yelling at Namjoon, storming off into their rooms. Because they didn't know why they had to come back to work, they weren't told about the company's decision. The 6 of them had a private discussion that night, without Namjoon obviously, and they all decided that it wasn't fair, what Namjoon did, and decided to stop talking to Namjoon for the time being.
It was driving Namjoon insane, they've always had each other to lean on and talk to, but now it felt like all was gone. His heart burns with sadness and hurt as he hears his friends, his brothers, hanging out and having fun without him. He felt himself slowly slip into his comfort space at times, but he just pushed it down, forcing himself to be in his big headspace, to "act his age". He didn't want his bandmates to know that he was a Little, and that his mind regresses to a child's state for comfort. But... It was the only way that he found worked to release his stress and shut out all his problematic thoughts.
Some people knew of course, i kean someone had to take care of him but only his managers and PD-nim. His cousin, a young woman , only 15 years of age was one of his main managers, he still has no idea how that girl got a Job at BigHit, but she did. He knew he had to get to her and quick. He was hanging on by a thread and he doesn't know if he could hold on much longer. He need to slip so so badly.
And then, the first words after a long 2 weeks of silence
"Hey Namjoon" Jin said, Namjoon's eyes lit up, his hyung was talking to him! And in that moment he felt his world light up again, maybe just maybe.. It'll all be okay.
But of course he was shut down once again.
"Discuss these things with us first! We want to live our lives too! Do you think we're your puppets?! " his whole world shattered, and he snapped.
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I'm A Lil' ( a BTS Littles fic!)(ABANDONED)
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