I'm A Lil' ( a BTS Littles fic!)(ABANDONED)

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Third Person P. O. V
After that, they hung up. Jungkook was extremely distraught, his hands were shaking as he kneels in the snow.
Jin puts Jungkook's phone into his pocket and pulls the man into a hug.
"Hyung- Joonie- he-" Jungkook sobs, Jin rubs circles into his back, he's a little shaken himself, but he tries his best to calm the younger.
"it's going to be okay gguk, shhh, you're alright love "

-/Meanwhile/-
The car stops right in front of the company building, Shihyuk hops out the door first, Joonie follows behind, popping his pacifier out and hiding it in his pocket, just incase there were any looming paparazzi nearby. He looks down at his feet and chews on his bottom lip quietly as he shuffles through the doors.
"Good Morning" The front desk greets Shi-hyuk as he walks by, frankly a bit confused at why "Namjoon" was there.
"Mornin' " Joonie mumbles, and their breath hitches when it click, they nod and put on a smile for the little. Joonie blinks, and shuffles behind Shihyuk again.
"Morning Bossman-" A familiar voice greets, it's a wonder how no one sees the tall man behind him. The girl smiles and jokes with her senior before her eyes shift to Joonie.
".. Namjoon what're you doing here? "She asks, head tilting a little. She doesn't seem to realize that he's little yet, the name sends a pang of hurt into his already wounded heart.
"Um- Um- Joonie" The little manages to whisper out, his voice is high and cracks a bit in the middle, new tears forming . The other widens her eyes, and finally it clicks, as if the way he's dressed and how puffy his face is from crying wasn't a tell tale sign already.
"I'm sorry sweetheart, I didn't mean to call you by your big name" she lifts a hand to wipe away his tears and caress his cheeks.
"You walk ahead sir, I can take care of Joonie for a bit, I know you've got a meeting " Jay says, Shihyuk looks at Joonie again for any sign of discomfort or disagreement, but found none, in fact Joonie nods at him slightly.
"Alright then, I'll come and pick him up from where you are when it's time for your meeting " Shihyuk says putting an emphasis on the word ' your ', Jay hums, a little sarcastically, but Shihyuk and the managers are close enough to joke around like that anyway. Joonie opens up his arms a little, asking for a hug, Jay picks up on the little action and squeezes the boy tightly.
"my little boy" she says, though her head barely passes his shoulders, so you would imagine how the girl looks when she's carrying the 181cm tall man ( 5'11). The nickname makes Joonie almost melt, he feels a  slight warmth in his heart snd hugs her tightly back.
"Do you want to go to my office?  I think I have some books you might like" Joonie would usually be really excited for  book, but right now, he feels too small, way to small for reading.
"m' b-ba-baby" he forces himself to talk, other comes out stuttered and small, but it gets the point across.
"Oh?  My little one is littler than I thought he was today.. Well that's okay princey pie, I think I've got some toys in their from the last time you stopped by. " Jay says,  ruffling the boy's hair softly. She holds the little's hand and leads him slowly to her office.

-//-

Jin cuddles into a now limp Jungkook on the couch. The panic of it all ultimately did send Jungkook right into an anxiety attack, and now he was just exhausted. He's still trembling slightly and feeling  really nauseous and dizzy, and he might throw up if the nausea doesn't go away soon. He's one to have really strong anxiety attack hangovers, and would typically be feeling quite ill for the rest of  the day. Suddenly, the nausea waves of nausea get stronger and he feels bubbling in his throat.
"Hyung? " Jungkook calls, breathing harshly and he trembles harder in Jin's arms. Jin hums in response, kissing the back of his neck. Jungkook swallows heavily before trying to get up.

-eheh sick warnin//  vomit-

"I'm going to be sick.. " he chokes out before bolting to the bathroom. Jin gets up too, running after him. As soon as he runs into the bathroom, Jungkook is hunched over the toilet, gagging violently. Jin kneels down next to him, rubbing his back and holding his hair back as bile spills from Jungkook's stomach into the toilet. Quiet sobs wrack Jungkook's body as he empties his stomach, and if he's being honest, he thinks he's going to pass out.
"Shh dont cry gguk... It'll be over soon.. Shh.... " Jin kisses the boys back and shoulder blades, whispering praises and encouraging words.

-/k no more pukey puke... For now/

Once Jungkook had emptied all of his stomach content, Jin helps him brush his teeth. He also had a little trouble walking properly on his own, and so Jin was there to help him with that as well. At the end of it all Jin just ends up picking him up and carrying him off to his room.
"You should lay down for a bit, maybe it'll make you feel better " Jin whispers, he shuts the curtains and dims the lights.  Jungkook nods softly, pulling up his blanket. Jin tucks him in and gives him a little kiss before leaving the room.

-/ Jay's Office eheh /-

Joonie plays with a rubik's cube (3x3-) that Jay has, of course he doesn't really know how to solve one, he just likes to see the colours move around. Jay's finalizing BTS' schedule for the next month or so, taking calls from different companies for interviews or events and jutting them down. Once Joonie had scrambled the cube too much, so much so that he can't track the pieces anymore.  He walks up to Jay's desk and taps on her desk softly. Jay looks up to see Joonie holding the cube towards her, pouting.
She smiles softly, and quickly solves the cube for him to scramble and play with all over again. 
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(Author may or may not have a slight obsession with Rubik's cubes atm-)

Joonie's definitely feeling a bit better, but he can't help but wonder what his caregivers might be doing, what his "brothers" are doing.. How's TaeTae doing? Has baby fallen asleep yet?
(*cough* bby Yoon Yoon *cough*)
Maybe they're watching cartoons while having snacks, it is about snack time for them..or Maybe they're playing hide and seek? He doesn't know.
He heard his Daddy crying on the phone later, that means Daddy is sad? But he didn't seem to care, he doesn't care, does he?
Jay seems to notice his spacing out and walks over to him and crouches down. She puts a gentle hand on his cheek, snd he looks at her.
"Do Dada wuv me? " he says in a small voice, it's a genuine question, because at the moment he really doesn't know. Jay takes a seat next to him in the corner and pulls him close.
"Of course he does sweetheart, all of your caregiver love you very very much, sometimes we trip up though and we don't notice we're being bad, and might hurt your feelings, that's completely our fault too. But it doesn't mean we don't love you prince " Jay says, Joonie nods, sort of understanding. Joonie cuddles into Jays side and bites his lower lip.
"Dada twas cwying " he says, eyebrows furrowed a little bit in worry.
"Oh? " Jay responds, Joonie looks at her and nods.
"Dada cwy cuz Nammie go" He says, it's a nickname he's been calling himself, Nammie.
"Why Da cwy? " Joonie asks, he's genuinely trying to understand the situation better.

" imagine if one day you wake up and there was no one home, they didn't leave you a note, or tell you that they were going, and you couldn't contact them, you'd be scared right? "

"Uhuh-" Joonie nods, grimacing at even the thought of it.

"That's how your Daddy felt, he dint know where you were and he couldn't call you" Jay says, and Joonie finally gets it and gasps.
"thats tewwibwe! That mean momma!  Nammie no wan' be mean! " He pouts and whines, Jay tries to quiet him down as other people are trying to work. Joonie's eyes fill with tears again as looks up at Jay.
"Shh come here now- you're okay"

-// le time skip yes // -
(Also would prob write abt in between,,,)
,,,le evening 5.30 pm,,,

Namjoon had since slipped back into bigspace and was now just worried about Jungkook, Joonie might not have known how Jungkook gets when he panics, but Namjoon does. He unlocks the door and is immediately met with Jin.
"Hyung-" Jin cuts him off by pulling him into a hug.
"Joonie scared the crap out of me" He mumbles, Namjoon jugs him back and mumbles a sorry.
"How's Kook?" He asks when they pull apart, Jin does a 'so-so gesture' as he hold Namjoon's other hand and walks him to Jungkook's room
"It was a pretty big scare, and he threw up a couple times, but he's alright now, his nerves has mellowed down a bit. He's in bed watching Netflix I think, he still has quite the headache he says. " Jin opens the door for Namjoon to come in and Jungkook sits up when he picks up s glance of him.
"Namjoon" Jungkook smiles, opening up his arms for a hug, he looked slighty pale but he had started regaining some colour.
"Oh gguk I'm sorry baby" Namjoon pulls him in, and starts kissing his neck, Jungkook nuzzling into his warmth.
"You scared me " Jungkook mumbles, hugging as tightly as he can. They look at each other and boop their noses together , pecking the others' lips.

"Hey what about me :<" Jin says from the door frame, the chuckle before the all just end up in pile, cuddling with each other

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I dony know how to end a chap istg- also- ehehe i made this at midnight- might add on some things and edit morrow-