Roller Coaster || Seongjoong ||

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Kisses and soft moans could be heard coming from the room; only giggles would break those sounds until the boy spoke, almost whispering due to him being out of breath.

"Are you sure your mom is not coming?" He asked.

"I told you that she is not" She repeated for the fifth time since he got to her house that weekend. The kisses went down to her neck again, not strong enough to leave marks nor soft enough to allow her to want to stop, but something...something just felt...off. "You look nervous" She said, straight forward.

He abruptly stopped, frowning and looking up at the girl.

"What do you mean?" He asked. "I'm nothing but excited, I'm just being careful" He answered with a defensive attitude because of how taken aback he was.

"Hongjoong, are you sure?" Soyeon tilted her head, looking at the boy in the eyes.

"Yeah, yeah...can we just-..." The blonde-haired haired asked, wanting to stop the sudden interrogation.

Soyeon shook his head in order to ease her mind and let go of her thoughts, smiling at the boy in front (and on top of her) before nodding in agreement.

The pair started making out again, with slow and deep kisses to build up the atmosphere again. In between giggles from her and Hongjoong's groans, the boy slipped his hands around the girl's waist, as if he were desperate to hold her and feel like this situation was real.

"Tell me, Joong-ah" The girl spoke, a cocky grin on her face while playing with the boy's hair. "Was this what you wanted?" She asked, a siren voice blinding Hongjoong to the point he couldn't help but close his eyes, as if he could just let go as he held Soyeon's body under him while she took her top off.

"Everything and more" He answered, almost letting out a moan as she kissed his neck.

Until he actually let out a soft moan as Soyeon teased him with her nails on his back under his shirt. "Fuck, Seonghwa..."

A cold chill went down his back as he realized, his eyes went wider than any plate when Soyeon suddenly stopped any movement or action as he stood up from the couch in a heartbeat while she was still looking at him. He fucked up, he really did.

Hongjoong was not able to even open his mouth other than to stutter made up words. Although the tears forming in his eyes out of frustration for whatever he was feeling at the moment stopped once a laughter was heard, breaking the moment.

"Soyeon-ah?"

Soyeon was laughing? What was funny about the blonde haired boy, now with chills all over his body, cringing at himself and at a point of almost crying?

"So..." She gasped, catching her breath in between giggles. "So that was it"

Hongjoong couldn't even ask what was happening.

"Oh, dear...wow, there is a first for everything, huh" She kept laughing, curling herself up in a ball as she gripped her pillows.

But it was quite noticeable the way her laughter was pained, her laugh was like hearing her heart break with every second she kept smiling. Still, it became obvious when that laugh turned into a full sob, a miserable imagery to someone's eyes.

"I-I'm sorry...I'm so sorry, I-..." He started, slowly getting close to the girl whose shirt was off, her red bra on.

"Don't even try..." She stopped him from hugging her. "I don't want your pity the same way you don't want mine"

"So-Soyeon..."

"I should've guessed it the moment you doubted wanting to make our thing official"